"At least, not rotting like a weed, But, having sown some generous seed, Fruitful of further thought and deed, "To pass, when Life her light withdraws, Not void of righteous self-applause, Nor in a merely selfish cause "In some good cause, not in mine own, To perish, wept for, honour'd, known, And like a warrior overthrown; "Whose eyes are dim with glorious tears, When, soil'd with noble dust, he hears His country's war-song thrill his ears : "Then dying of a mortal stroke, What time the foeman's line is broke, And all the war is roll'd in smoke." "Yea!" said the voice," thy dream was good, While thou abodest in the bud. "If Nature put not forth her power About the opening of the flower, Who is it that could live an hour? "Then comes the check, the change, the fall. Pain rises up, old pleasures pall. There is one remedy for all. "Yet hadst thou, thro' enduring pain, Link'd month to month with such a chain Of knitted purport, all were vain. "Thou hadst not between death and birth "That men with knowledge merely play'd, I told thee-hardly nigher made, Tho' scaling slow from grade to grade; "Much less this dreamer, deaf and blind, Named man, may hope some truth to find, "For every worm beneath the moon Draws different threads, and late and soon Spins, toiling out his own cocoon. "Cry, faint not: either Truth is born Beyond the polar gleam forlorn, Or in the gateways of the morn. Cry, faint not, climb the summits slope Beyond the furthest flights of hope, Wrapt in dense cloud from base to cope. "Sometimes a little corner shines, As over rainy mist inclines A gleaming crag with belts of pines. "I will go forward, sayest thou, I shall not fail to find her now. Look up, the fold is on her brow. "If straight thy track, or if oblique, Thou know'st not. Shadows thou dost strike, Embracing cloud, Ixion-like; 66 And owning but a little more Than beasts, abidest lame and poor, Calling thyself a little lower "Than angels. Cease to wail and brawl! Why inch by inch to darkness crawl? There is one remedy for all." "O dull, one-sided voice," said I, "Wilt thou make everything a lie, To flatter me that I may die? "I know that age to age succeeds, Blowing a noise of tongues and deeds, A dust of systems and of creeds. "I cannot hide that some have striven, Achieving calm, to whom was given The joy that mixes man with Heaven : "Who, rowing hard against the stream, "But heard, by secret transport led, Ev'n in the charnels of the dead, The murmur of the fountain-head "Which did accomplish their desire, Bore and forbore, and did not tire, Like Stephen, an unquenched fire. "He heeded not reviling tones, Nor sold his heart to idle moans, Tho' cursed and scorn'd, and bruised with stones : "But looking upward, full of grace, He pray'd, and from a happy place God's glory smote him on the face." The sullen answer slid betwixt : "Not that the grounds of hope were fix'd, The elements were kindlier mix'd.” I said, “I toil beneath the curse, "And that, in seeking to undo One riddle, and to find the true I knit a hundred others new: "Or that this anguish fleeting hence, "For I go, weak from suffering here; "Consider well," the voice replied, "His face, that two hours since hath died; Wilt thou find passion, pain or pride? "Will he obey when one commands? Or answer should one press his hands? He answers not, nor understands. |