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From roots which strike so deep? why dare
Paths in the desart? Could not I

Bow myself down, where thou hast knelt,
To th' earth-until the ice would melt
Here, and I feel as thou hast felt?

What Devil had the heart to scathe

Flowers thou had'st reared-to brush the dew
From thine own lily, when thy grave
Was deep, my mother, in the clay?
Myself? Is it thus ?

Myself? Had I

So little love for thee? But why

Prevailed not thy pure prayers? Why pray
To one who heeds not, who can save
But will not? Great in faith, and strong
Against the grief of circumstance

Wert thou, and yet unheard.

What if

Thou pleadest still, and seest me drive
Through utter dark a fullsailed skiff,
Unpiloted i' the echoing dance
Of reboant whirlwinds, stooping low
Unto the death, not sunk!

At matins and at evensong,

I know

That thou, if thou wert yet alive,

In deep and daily prayers would'st strive
To reconcile me with thy God.

Albeit, my hope is gray, and cold

At heart, thou wouldest murmur still"Bring this lamb back into thy fold, My Lord, if so it be thy will".

66

Would'st tell me I must brook the rod,
And chastisement of human pride;
That pride, the sin of devils, stood
Betwixt me and the light of God!
That hitherto I had defied,
And had rejected God-that grace
Would drop from his o'erbrimming love,
As manna on my wilderness,

If I would pray--that God would move
And strike the hard hard rock, and thence,
Sweet in their utmost bitterness,

Would issue tears of penitence

Which would keep green hope's life. Alas!

I think that pride hath now no place
Nor sojourn in me. I am void,
Dark, formless, utterly destroyed.

Why not believe then? Why not yet
Anchor thy frailty there, where man
Hath moored and rested? Ask the sea
At midnight, when the crisp slope waves
After a tempest, rib and fret

The broadimbasèd beach, why he
Slumbers not like a mountain tarn?
Wherefore his ridges are not curls
And ripples of an inland meer?
Wherefore he moaneth thus, nor can
Draw down into his vexèd pools

All that blue heaven which hues and paves
The other? I am too forlorn,

Too shaken my own weakness fools
My judgment, and my spirit whirls,

Moved from beneath with doubt and fear.

66

Yet," said I, in my morn of youth,

The unsunned freshness of my strength,
When I went forth in quest of truth,
"It is man's privilege to doubt,
"If so be that from doubt at length,
"Truth may stand forth unmoved of change,
"An image with profulgent brows,

"And perfect limbs, as from the storm

"Of running fires and fluid range

"Of lawless airs, at last stood out
"This excellence and solid form
"Of constant beauty. For the Ox
"Feeds in the herb, and sleeps, or fills
"The hornèd valleys all about,
"And hollows of the fringed hills
"In summerheats, with placid lows
'Unfearing, till his own blood flows
"About his hoof. And in the flocks
"The lamb rejoiceth in the year,
"And raceth freely with his fere,
"And answers to his mother's calls

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"From the flowered furrow. In a time, "Of which he wots not, run short pains

"Through his warm heart; and then, from whence "He knows not, on his light there falls "A shadow; and his native slope, "Where he was wont to leap and climb, "Floats from his sick and filmed eyes,

(1830)

"And something in the darkness draws
"His forehead earthward, and he dies.
"Shall men live thus, in joy and hope
"As a young lamb, who cannot dream,
Living, but that he shall live on?
"Shall we not look into the laws

"Of life and death, and things that seem,
"And things that be, and analyse
"Our double nature, and compare
"All creeds till we have found the one,
"If one there be?" Ay me! I fear
All may not doubt, but everywhere
Some must clasp Idols. Yet, my God,
Whom call I Idol? Let thy dove
Shadow me over, and my sins
Be unremembered, and thy love
Enlighten me. Oh teach me yet
Somewhat before the heavy clod
Weighs on me, and the busy fret
Of that sharpheaded worm begins
In the gross blackness underneath.

Oh weary life! oh weary death!
Oh spirit and heart made desolate !
Oh damnéd vacillating state!

HIS

XVII

THE BURIAL OF LOVE

His eyes in eclipse,

Pale cold his lips,

The light of his hopes unfed,

Mute his tongue,

His bow unstrung

With the tears he hath shed,

Backward drooping his graceful head,
Love is dead:

His last arrow is sped;

He hath not another dart;
Go-carry him to his dark deathbed;
Bury him in the cold cold heart—
Love is dead.

Oh, truest love! art thou forlorn,
And unrevenged? thy pleasant wiles
Forgotten, and thine innocent joy?
Shall hollowhearted apathy,

The cruellest form of perfect scorn,

With languor of most hateful smiles,
For ever write,

In the withered light

Of the tearless eye,

An epitaph that all may spy?
No

sooner she herself shall die.

For her the showers shall not fall,

Nor the round sun shine that shineth to all;
Her light shall into darkness change;
For her the green grass shall not spring,
Nor the rivers flow, nor the sweet birds sing,
Till Love have his full revenge.

(1830)

XVIII

ΤΟ

SAINTED Juliet! dearest name!
If to love be life alone,
Divinest Juliet,

I love thee, and live; and yet
Love unreturned is like the fragrant flame
Folding the slaughter of the sacrifice

Offered to gods upon an altarthrone;

My heart is lighted at thine eyes,

Changed into fire, and blown about with sighs.

(1830)

XIX

SONG THE OWL

I

WHEN cats run home and light is come,
And dew is cold upon the ground,

And the far-off stream is dumb,

And the whirring sail goes round,
And the whirring sail goes round ;
Alone and warming his five wits,
The white owl in the belfry sits.

2

When merry milkmaids click the latch,
And rarely smells the new-mown hay,
And the cock hath sung beneath the thatch
Twice or thrice his roundelay,
Twice or thrice his roundelay;
Alone and warming his five wits,
The white owl in the belfry sits.

(1853)

XX

SECOND SONG

TO THE SAME

I

THY tuwhits are lull'd I wot,
Thy tuwhoos of yesternight,
Which upon the dark afloat,
So took echo with delight,
So took echo with delight,
That her voice untuneful grown,
Wears all day a fainter tone.

2

I would mock thy chaunt anew;
But I cannot mimick it;
Not a whit of thy tuwhoo,
Thee to woo to thy tuwhit,
Thee to woo to thy tuwhit,
With a lengthen'd loud halloo,

(1853)

Tuwhoo, tuwhit, tuwhit, tuwhoo-o-o.

XXI

RECOLLECTIONS OF THE ARABIAN NIGHTS

WHEN the breeze of a joyful dawn blew free

In the silken sail of infancy,

The tide of time flow'd back with me,
The forward-flowing tide of time;
And many a sheeny summer-morn,
Adown the Tigris I was borne,
By Bagdat's shrines of fretted gold,
High-walled gardens green and old;
True Mussulman was I and sworn,
For it was in the golden prime
Of good Haroun Alraschid.

Anight my shallop, rustling thro'
The low and bloomed foliage, drove
The fragrant, glistening deeps, and clove
The citron-shadows in the blue :
By garden porches on the brim,
The costly doors flung open wide,

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