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opened, at one of which I could mark the tall and stately figure of Sir Simon, as, he stood, watch in hand, awaiting our arrival. I confess, it was not without a sense of shame that I continued my flagellations at the moment. Under any circumstances, our turn-out was not quite unexceptionable; but, when I thought of my own position, and of the good priest who sat beside me, mopping his head and face with a huge red cotton handkerchief, I cursed my stars for the absurd exposure. Just at this instant the skirt of a white robe passed one of the windows, and I thought-I hope it was but a thought I heard a sound of laughter.

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"Not late, Nicholas, I hope?" said the priest to a tall, thin, old butler, who bore a most absurd resemblance to his master.

"Your reverence has a minute and a-half yet; but the soup's on the table." As he spoke, he drew from his pocket a small bit of looking-glass, in a wooden frame, and with a pocketcomb arranged his hair in the most orderly and decorous manner; which being done, he turned gravely round and said "Are ye ready now, gentlemen?"

The priest nodded, and forward we went. Passing through a suite of rooms whose furniture, however handsome once, was now worm-eaten and injured by time, we at length reached the door of the drawing-room, when the butler, after throwing one more glance at us, to assure himself that we were in presentable array, flung the door wide open, and announced, with the voice of a king-at-arms

"The Reverend Father Loftus and Mr. Hinton."

"Serve!" said Sir Simon with a wave of his hand; while, advancing towards us, he received us with most polished courtesy.

"You are most welcome to Kilmorran, Mr. Hinton. I need not present my daughter."

He turned towards the priest, and the same moment I held Miss Bellew's

hand in mine. Dressed in white, and with her hair plainly braided on her cheek, I thought she looked handsomer than I had ever seen her. There was an air of assured calmness in her manner that sat well upon her lovely features, as, with a tone of winning sweetness, she seconded the words of her father, and welcomed me to Kil

morran.

The first step in the knowledge of the female heart is, to know how to interpret any constraint or reserve of manner on the part of the woman you are in love with. Your mere novice is never more tempted to despair than at the precise moment his hopes should grow stronger; nor is he ever so sanguine as when the prospect is gloomy before him. The quick perceptions of even a very young girl enable her to perceive when she is loved; and however disposed she may feel towards the individual, a certain mixture of womanly pride and coquetry will teach her a kind of reserve towards him.

Now, there was a slight dash of this constrained tone through Miss Bellew's manner to me; and, little experience as I had had in such matters, I knew enough to augur favourably of it. While doing the honours of her house, a passing timidity would seem, every now and then, to check her advances, and I could remark how carefully she avoided any allusion, however slight, to our past acquaintance.

The austerity of Sir Simon's manner at his first visit, as well as the remarks of my friend the priest, had led me to suspect that our dinner-party would prove cold, formal, and uncomfortable. Indeed, the baronet's constrained and measured courtesy in the drawing-room gave me but little encouragement to expect any thing bet

ter.

Most agreeable, therefore, was my disappointment to find, that before the soup was removed he had thawed considerably. The stern wrinkles of his haughty face relaxed, and a bland and good-humoured smile had usurped the place of his former fixed and determined look. Doing the honours of his table with the most perfect tact, he contrived, while almost monopolizing the conversation, to appear the least obtrusive amongst us; his remarks being ever accompanied by some appeal to his daughter, the priest, or myself, seemed to link us in the inte

rest of all he said, and make his very listeners deem themselves entertaining and agreeable.

Unfortunately, I can present but a very meagre picture of this happy gift; but I remember well how insensibly my prejudices gave way, one by one, as I listened to his anecdotes, and heard him recount, with admirable humour, many a story of his early career. To be sure, it may be said that my criticism was not likely to be severe while seated beside his beautiful daughter, whose cheek glowed with pleasure, and whose bright eye glistened with added lustre, as she remarked the impression her father's agreeability was making on his guests. Such may, I doubt not, have increased the delight I felt; but Sir Simon's own claims were still indisputable.

I know not how far I shall meet my reader's concurrence in the remark, but it appears to me that conversational talent, like wine, requires age to make it mellow. The racy flavour that smacks of long knowledge of life— the reflective tone that deepens without darkening the picture-the freedom from exaggeration, either in praise or censure, are not the gifts of young men usually; and certainly they do season the intercourse of older ones, greatly to its advantage. There is, moreover, a pleasant flattery in listening to the narratives of those who were mixing with the busy world-its intrigues, its battles, and its by-play, while we were but boys. How we like to hear of the social everyday life of those great men of a by-gone day, whose names have become already historical-what a charm does it lend to reminiscence, when the names of Burke, Sheridan, Grattan, and Curran, start up amid memories of youthful pleasure-and how we treasure every passing word that is transmitted to us, and how much, in spite of all the glorious successes of their after days, do we picture them to ourselves, from some slight or shadowy trait of their school or college life.

Sir Simon Bellew's conversation abounded in features of this kind. His career had begun and continued for a long time in the brightest period of Ireland's history; when wealth and genius were rife in the land—and when the joyous traits of Irish character were elicited, in all their force, by

prosperity and happiness. It was then shone forth in all their brilliancy, the great spirits, whose flashing wit and glittering fancy have cast a sunlight over their native country that even now, in the twilight of the past, continues to illumine it. Alas! they have had no heritors to their fame-they have left no successors behind them. I have said that Miss Bellew listened with delight to all her father's stores of amusement-happy to see him once more aroused to the exertion of his abilities, and pleased to watch how successfully his manner had won over With what added loveliness she looked up to him, as he narrated some circumstances of his political career, where his importance with his party was briefly alluded to; and how proudly her features glowed as some passing sentiment of high and simple patriotism would burst from him. At such moments, the resemblance between them both became remarkably striking, and I deemed her even more beautiful than when her face wore its habitual calm and peaceful expression.

us.

Father Loftus himself seemed also to have undergone a change; no longer indulging in his accustomed free and easy manner, seasoning his conversation with droll allusions and sly jokes. He now appeared a shrewd, intelligent reasoner a well-informed man of the world; and at times evidenced traits of reading and scholarship I was nowise prepared for. But how vain is it for one of any other country to fathom one-half of the depth of Irish character, or say what part is inapplicable to an Irishman? My own conviction is, that we are all mistaken in our estimate of them-that the gay and reckless spirit, the wild fun, and frantic, impetuous devilment, are their least remarkable features, and, in fact, only the outside emblem of the stirring nature within. Like the lightning, that flashes over the thunder-cloud, but neither influences the breaking of the storm, nor points to its course, so have I seen the jest break from lips pale with hunger, and heard the laugh come free and mellow when the heart was breaking in misery-but what a mockery of mirth!

When we retired to the drawingroom, Sir Simon, who had something to communicate to Father Tom, took him apart into one of the deep window

recesses, and I was left alone for the first time beside Miss Bellew. There was something of awkwardness in the situation; for, as neither of us could allude to the past without evoking recollections we both shunned to touch on, we knew not well of what to speak. The window lay open to the ground, displaying before us a garden in all the richness of fruit and blossom. The clustering honeysuckle and the dogrose hung in masses of flower across the casement, and the graceful hyacinth and the deep carnation were bending to the night air, scented with the odour of many a flower. I looked wistfully without, she caught my glance, a slight hesitation followed, and then, as if assuming more courage, she

said

"Are you fond of a garden? would you like to walk?"

The haste with which I caught at the proposal half disconcerted her; but, with a slight smile, she stepped out into the walk.

How I do like a large, old-fashioned garden, with its venerable fruit treesits shady alleys-its overgrown and tangled beds, in which the very luxuriance sets all effort of art at defiance, and where rank growth speaks of wildness rather than culture. I like those grassy walks, where the footsteps fall unheard those shady thickets of nut trees, which the blackbird haunts in security, and where the thrush sings undisturbed-what a sense of quiet home-happiness there breathes in the leafy darkness of the spot, and how meet for reverie and reflection does it seem!

As I sauntered along beside my companion, these thoughts crowded on me. Neither spoke-but her arm was in mine—our footsteps moved in unison-our eyes followed the same objects, and I felt as though our hearts beat responsively. On turning from one of the darker walks, we suddenly came upon an elevated spot, from which, through an opening in the wood, the coast came into view, broken into many a rocky promontory, and dotted with small islands. The sea was calm and waveless, and stretched away towards the horizon in one mass of unbroken blue, where it blended with the sky. An exclamation of "How beautiful!" broke from me at once; and, as I turned towards Louisa,

I perceived that her eyes sparkled with pleasure, and a half blush was mantling her cheeks.

"You are not, then, disappointed with the west?" said she with animation. "No, no. I did not look for any thing like this; nor," added I, in a lower tone, while the words trembled on my lips, "did I hope to enjoy it thus.'

She seemed slightly confused; but, with woman's readiness to turn the meaning of my speech, added—

"Your recovery from illness doubtless gives a heightened pleasure to every thing like this. The dark hour of sickness is often needed to teach us to feel strongly, as we ought, the beauty of the fair world we live in."

"It may be so-but still I find that every sorrow leaves a scar upon the heart, and he who has mourned much loses the zest for happiness."

"Or rather, his views of it are different I speak, happily for me, in ignorance; yet it seems as though every trial in life was a preparation for some higher scale of blissful enjoyment; and that as our understandings mature in power, so do our hearts in goodness chastening at each ordeal of life, till, at the last, the final sorrow, death, bids us prepare for the eternity where there is no longer grief, and where the weary are at rest."

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"Is not your view of life rather derived from the happy experience of this quiet spot than suited for the collisions of the world; where, as men grow older, their consciences grow more seared their hearts less open."

"Perhaps but is not my philosophy a good one that fits me for my station? my life has been cast here; I have no wish to leave it-I hope I never shall."

"Never! Surely you would like to see other countries to travel?"

"No, no. All the brilliant pleasures you can picture for me would never requite the fears I must suffer, lest these objects should grow less dear to me when I came back to them. The Tyrol is doubtless grander in its wild magnificence; but can it ever come home to my heart with so many affections and memories as these bold cliffs I have gazed on in my infancy; or should I benefit in happiness if it were? Can your Swiss peasant, be his

costume ever so picturesque, interest me one half so much as yonder poor fisherman, who is carrying up his little child in his arms from the beach? I know him his home--his hearth; I have seen his grateful smile for small benefit, and heard his words of thankfulness; and think you not that such recollections as these are all mingled in every glance I throw around me, and that every sun-lit spot of landscape shines not more brightly in my heart for its human associations?. These may be narrow prejudicesI see you smile at me.'

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"No, no. Trust me, I do not undervalue your reasons."

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"Well, here comes Father Loftus, and he shall judge between us. We were discussing the advantages of contrasting our home with other countries

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"Ahem! A very difficult point," said the priest, interrupting her, and drawing himself up with a great air of judicial importance. Ubi bene, ibi patria: which may be rendered, there's potatoes every where.' Not that I incline to the doctrine myself: Ireland is the only enjoyable country I know of. Utamur creatura dum possumus : that means a moderate use of creature comforts,' Miss Louisa. But, troth, I'm so heated with an argument I had with Sir Simon, that I'm no

ways competent--did I tell you he was waiting for his tea?”

"No, indeed you did not," said Miss Bellew, giving vent to a laugh she had been struggling against for the last few minutes; and which I did not at the moment know was caused by her perceiving the priest's air of chagrin and discontent, the evident proofs of his being worsted by the old baronet, whose chief pleasure in life was to worry the father into a discussion, and either confuse or confute him. "My father seems in such good spirits to-night. Don't you think so? said she roguishly, looking over at the priest.

"Never saw him better; quite lively and animated, and"--dropping his voice to a whisper-" as obstinate as ever."

As we entered the house, we found Sir Simon walking leisurely up and down the drawing-room, with his hands behind his back, his face radiant with smiles, and his eye gleaming with conscious triumph towards the corner where the priest stood tumbling over some books to conceal his sense of defeat. In a few minutes after we were seated round the teatable, the little cloud was dispelled, and a happier party it were difficult to imagine.

STRAY LEAFLETS FROM THE GERMAN OAK.-FOURTH DRIFT.

My River.

EDUARD MÖRIKE.

River! my River in the young sun-shine!
O, clasp afresh in thine embrace

This longing, burning, frame of mine,

And kiss my breast, and kiss my face!

So, there!-Ha, ha!—already in thine arms!

I feel thy love; I shout; 1 shiver ;

But thou out-laughest loud a flouting song, proud River,
And now again my bosom warins!

The droplets of the golden sunlight glide
Over and off me, sparkling, as I swim
Hither and thither down thy mellow tide,
Or loll amid its crypts with outstretcht limb:
I fling abroad mine arms, and lo!

Thy wanton waves curl slily round me;

But ere their loose chains have well bound me,
Again they burst away and let me go!

O, sun-loved River! wherefore dost thou hum,
Hum, hum alway thy strange, deep, mystic song
Unto the rocks and strands? for they are dumb,
And answer nothing as thou flowest along.

Why singest so all hours of night and day?

Ah, River! my best River! thou, I guess, art seeking Some land where souls have still the gift of speaking With Nature in her own old wondrous way!

Lo! highest Heaven looms far below me here;

I see it in thy waters, as they roll,

So beautiful, so blue, so clear,

'Twould seem, O, River mine, to be thy very soul !
Oh, could I hence dive down to such a sky,
Might I but bathe my spirit in that glory,
So far outshining all in ancient fairy-story,
I would indeed have joy to die!

What on cold Earth is deep as thou? Is aught?
Love is as deep, Love only is as deep:
Love lavisheth All, yet loseth, lacketh Nought;
Like thee, too, Love neither can pause nor sleep.

Roll on, thou loving River, thou! Lift up

Thy waves, those eyes bright with a riotous laughing!
Thou makest me immortal! I am quaffing

The wine of rapture from no earthly cup!

At last thou bearest me, with soothing tone,

Back to thy bank of rosy flowers:

Thanks, then, and fare thee well!-Enjoy thy bliss alone!
And through the year's melodious hours

Echo for ever from thy bosom broad

All glorious tales that sun and moon be telling;
And woo down to their soundless fountain-dwelling
The holy stars of GOD!

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