THE following note was prefixed to this group when published in 1895: “This little volume contains those of the poems which Mr. Lowell wrote in his last years which, I believe, he might have wished to preserve. Three of them were published before his death. Of the rest, two appear here for the first time. C. E. N.”
HOW I CONSULTED THE ORACLE OF | Wraiths some transfigured nerve di
WHAT know we of the world immense Beyond the narrow ring of sense? What should we know, who lounge about The house we dwell in, nor find out, Masked by a wall, the secret cell Where the soul's priests in hiding dwell? The winding stair that steals aloof To chapel-mysteries 'neath the roof?
It lies about us, yet as far From sense sequestered as a star New launched its wake of fire to trace In secrecies of unprobed space, Whose beacon's lightning- pinioned spears
Might earthward haste a thousand years Nor reach it. So remote seems this World undiscovered, yet it is A neighbor near and dumb as death, So near, we seem to feel the breath Of its hushed habitants as they Pass us unchallenged, night and day.
Never could mortal ear nor eye By sound or sign suspect them nigh, Yet why may not some subtler sense Than those poor two give evidence? Transfuse the ferment of their being Into our own, past hearing, seeing, As men, if once attempered so, Far off each other's thought can know? As horses with an instant thrill Measure their rider's strength of will? Comes not to all some glimpse that brings
Strange sense of sense-escaping things?
Approaches, premonitions, signs, Voices of Ariel that die out
In the dim No Man's Land of Doubt ?
So the poor prisoner, on his wall Long gazing, from the chance designs Of crack, mould, weather-stain, refines New and new pictures without cease, Landscape, or saint, or alter-piece: But these are Fancy's common brood Hatched in the nest of solitude; This is Dame Wish's hourly trade, By our rude sires a goddess made. Could longing, though its heart broke, give
Trances in which we chiefly live? Moments that darken all beside, Tearfully radiant as a bride? Beckonings of b ight escape, of wings Purchased with loss of baser things? Blithe truancies from all control Of Hylë, outings of the soul?
The worm, by trustful instinct led, Draws from its womb a slender thread, And drops, confiding that the breeze Will waft it to unpastured trees: So the brain spins itself, and so Swings boldly off in hope to blow Across some tree of knowledge, fair With fruitage new, none else shall share: Sated with wavering in the Void, It backward climbs, so best employed, And, where no proof is nor can be, Seeks refuge with Analogy; Truth's soft half-sister, she may tell Where lurks, seld-sought, the other's well.
With metaphysic midges sore, My Thought seeks comfort at her door, And, at her feet a suppliant cast, Evokes a spectre of the past. Not such as shook the knees of Saul, But winsome, golden-gay withal, - Two fishes in a globe of glass, That pass, and waver, and re-pass, And lighten that way, and then this, Silent as meditation is.
With a half-humorous smile I see In this their aimless industry, These errands nowhere and returns Grave as a pair of funeral urns, This ever-seek and never-find, A mocking image of my mind. But not for this I bade you climb Up from the darkening deeps of time: Help me to tame these wild day-mares That sudden on me unawares. Fish, do your duty, as did they Of the Black Island far away In life's safe laces, - far as you
From all that now I see or do. You come, embodied flames, as when I knew you first, nor yet knew men; Your gold renews my golden days, Your splendor all my loss repays.
"T is more than sixty years ago Since first I watched your to-and-fro; Two generations come and gone From silence to oblivion, With all their noi-y s rife and stress Lulled in the grave's forgivinguess, While you unquenchably survive Immortal, almost more alive.
I watched you then a curious boy, Who in your beauty found full joy, And, by no prob em-debts distrest, Sate at life's board a welcome guest. You were my sister's pets, not mine; But Property's dividing line No hint of dispossession drew On any map my simplesse knew; O golden age, not yet dethroned! What made me happy, that I owned; You were my wonders, you my Lars, In darkling days my sun and stars, And over you entranced I hung, Too young to know that I was young. Gazing with still unsated bliss, My fancies took some shape like this: "I have my world, and so have you, A tiny universe for two,
A bubble by the artist blown, Scarcely more fragile than our own, Where you have all a whale could wish, Happy as Eden's primal fish. Manna is dropt you thrice a day From some kind heaven not far away, And still you snatch its softening crumbs,
Nor, more than we, think whence it
No toil seems yours but to explore Your cloistered realm from shore to
Sometimes you trace its limits round, Sometimes its limpid depths you sound, Or hover motionless midway,
Like gold red clouds at set of day; Erelong you whirl with sudden whim Off to your globe's most distant rim, Where, greatened by the watery lens, Methinks no dragon of the fens Flashed huger scales against the sky, Roused by Sir Bevis or Sir Guy, And the one eye that meets my view, Lidless and strangely largening, too,
Like that of conscience in the dark, Seems to make me its single mark. What a benignant lot is yours That have an own All-out-of-doors, No words to spell, no sums to do, No Nepos and no parlyvoo! How happy you without a thought Of such cross things as Must and Ought, -
I too the happiest of boys
To see and share your golden joys!"
So thought the child, in simpler words, Of you his finny flocks and herds; Now, an old man, I bid you rise To the fine sight behind the eyes, And, lo, you float and flash again In the dark cistern of my brain. But o'er your visioned flames I brood With other mien, in other mood; You are no longer there to please, But to stir argument, and tease My thought with all the ghostly shapes From which no moody man escapes. Diminished creature, I no more Find Fairyland beside my door, But for each moment's pleasure pay With the quart d'heure of Rabelais!
I watch you in your crystal sphere, And wonder if you see and hear Those shapes and sounds that stir the wide
Conjecture of the world outside; In your pent lives, as we in ours, Have you surmises dim of powers, Of presences obscurely shown, Of lives a riddle to your own, Just on the senses' outer verge, Where sense-nerves into soul nerves
Where we conspire our own deccit Confederate in deft Fancy's feat, And the fooled brain befools the eyes With pageants woven of its own lies? But are they lies? Why more than
Phantoms that startle your repose, Half seen, half heard, then flit away, And leave you your prose-bounded day?
The things ye see as shadows I Know to be substance; tell me why My visions, like those haunting you, May not be as substantial too. Alas, who ever answer heard
From fish, and dream-fish too? Absurd!
Your consciousness I half divine, But you are wholly deaf to mine. Go, I dismiss you; ye have done All that ye could; our silk is spun: Dive back into the deep of dreams, Where what is real is what seems! Yet I shall fancy till my grave Your lives to mine a lesson gave; If lesson none, an image, then, Impeaching self-conceit in men Who put their confidence alone In what they call the Seen and Known. How seen? How known? As through your glass
Our wavering apparitions pass Perplexingly, then subtly wrought To some quite other thing by thought. Here shall my resolution be: The shadow of the mystery Is haply wholesomer for eyes That cheat us to be overwise, And I am happy in my right To love God's darkness as His light.
Earth listens for his wings; the Fates Expectant lean; Faith cross-propt waits, And the tired waves of Thought's insurgent sea.
STOOD the tall Archangel weighing All man's dreaming, doing, saying, All the failure and the pain, All the triumph and the gain, In the unimagined years, Full of hopes, more full of tears, Since old Adam's hopeless eyes Backward searched for Paradise, And, instead, the flame-blade saw Of inexorable Law.
Waking, I beheld him there, With his fire-gold, flickering hair, In his blinding armor stand, And the scales were in his hand : Mighty were they, and full well They could poise both heaven and hell.
Angel," asked I humbly then, "Weighest thou the souls of men? That thine office is, I know." "Nay," he answered me, "not so; But I weigh the hope of Man Since the power of choice began, In the world, of good or ill." Then I waited and was still.
In one scale I saw him place All the glories of our race, Cups that lit Belshazzar's feast, Gems, the lightning of the East, Kublai's sceptre, Cæsar's sword, Many a poet's golden word, Many a skill of science, vain To make men as gods again.
In the other scale he threw Things regardless, outcast, few, Martyr-ash, arena sand, Of St. Francis' cord a strand, Beechen cups of men whose need Fasted that the poor might feed, Disillusions and despairs
Of young saints with grief-grayed hairs,
Broken hearts that brake for Man.
Marvel through my pulses ran Seeing then the beam divine
WHAT hath Love with Thought to do? Still at variance are the two. Love is sudden, Love is rash, Love is like the levin flash, Comes as swift, as swiftly goes, And his mark as surely knows.
Thought is lumpish, Thought is slow, Weighing long 'tween yes and no; When dear Love is dead and gone, Thought comes creeping in anon, And, in his deserted nest, Sits to hold the crowner's quest.
Since we love, what need to think? Happiness stands on a brink Whence too easy 't is to fall Whither 's no return at all; Have a care, half-hearted lover, Thought would only push her over!
THE NOBLER LOVER.
Ir he be a nobler lover, take him!
You in you I seek, and not myself; Love with men 's what women choose t make him,
Seraph strong to soar, or fawn-eyed elf:
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