I ask you, is it clamor'd by the child, Or whisper'd in the corner? do you know it?" To which he answer'd sadly: "Yea, I know it. Sir Lancelot went ambassador, at first, To fetch her, and she took him for the King; So fixt her fancy on him: let him be. But have you no one word of loyal praise For Arthur, blameless King and stainless man?" She answer'd with a low and chuckling laugh: Him? is he man at all, who knows and winks? Sees what his fair bride is and does, and winks? By which the good king means to blind himself, And blinds himself and all the Table Round To all the foulness that they work. Myself Could call him (were it not for womanhood) The pretty, popular name such manhood earns, Could call him the main cause of all their crime; Yea, were he not crown'd king, coward, and fool." Then Merlin to his own heart, loathing, said: To things with every sense as false and foul But Vivien deeming Merlin overborne Not even Lancelot brave, nor Galahad clean. Her words had issue other than she will'd. He dragg'd his eyebrow bushes down, and made So, if she had it, would she rail on me To snare the next, and if she have it not, So will she rail. What did the wanton say? 'Not mount as high'; we scarce can sink as low: Yea, they would pare the mountain to the plain, To leave an equal baseness; and in this He spoke in words part heard, in whispers part, Half-suffocated in the hoary fell And many-winter'd fleece of throat and chin. How from the rosy lips of life and love, And feeling; had she found a dagger there (For in a wink the false love turns to hate) She would have stabb'd him; but she found it not : His eye was calm, and suddenly she took To bitter weeping like a beaten child, A long, long weeping, not consolable. Then her false voice made way broken with sobs. "O crueller than was ever told in tale, Or sung in song! O vainly lavish'd love! O cruel, there was nothing wild or strange, Poor Vivien had not done to win his trust "Stabb'd through the heart's affections to the heart! Seeth'd like the kid in its own mother's milk! Kill'd with a word worse than a life of blows! I thought that he was gentle, being great: O God, that I had loved a smaller man! O, I, that flattering my true passion, saw The knights, the court, the king, dark in your light, Who loved to make men darker than they are, Because of that high pleasure which I had To seat you sole upon my pedestal Of worship- I am answer'd, and henceforth But into some low cave to crawl, and there, She paused, she turn'd away, she hung her head, The snake of gold slid from her hair, the braid Slipt and uncoil'd itself, she wept afresh, And the dark wood grew darker toward the storm In silence, while his anger slowly died Within him, till he let his wisdom go For ease of heart, and half believed her true : Call'd her to shelter in the hollow oak, |