Then in the towers I placed great bells And thro' the topmost Oriels' color'd [sound; that swung, Moved of themselves, with silver And with choice paintings of wise men I hung The royal dais round. For there was Milton like a seraph strong, [mild; Beside him Shakespeare bland and And there the world-worn Dante grasp'd his song, And somewhat grimly smiled. And there the Ionian father of the rest; A million wrinkles carved his skin; A hundred winters snow'd upon his breast, From cheek and throat and chin. Above, the fair hall-ceiling stately-set Below was all mosaic choicely plann'd So wrought, they will not fail. The people here, a beast of burden slow, Toil'd onward, prick'd with goads and stings; Here play'd a tiger, rolling to and fro The heads and crowns of kings; Here rose an athlete, strong to break or bind All force in bonds that might endure, And here once more like some sick man declin'd, And trusted any cure. flame But over these she trod: and those To mimic heaven; and clapt her hands great bells Began to chime. throne: She took her She sat betwixt the shining Oriels, To sing her songs alone. and cried, "O all things fair to sate my various eyes! [well! O shapes and hues that please me O silent faces of the Great and Wise, My Gods, with whom I dwell! "O God-like isolation which art mine, I can but count thee perfect gain, What time I watch the darkening droves of swine That range on yonder plain. “In filthy sloughs they roll a prurient skin, They graze and wallow, breed and sleep; And oft some brainless devil enters in, And drives them to the deep." Then of the moral instinct would she prate, And of the rising from the dead, As hers by right of full-accomplish'd Fate; And at the last she said: When she would think, where'er she turn'd her sight, The airy hand confusion wrought, Wrote "Mene, mene,' " and divided quite The kingdom of her thought. Deep dread and loathing of her solitude Fell on her, from which mood was born [mood Scorn of herself; again, from out that Laughter at her self-scorn. "What! is not this my place of strength," she said, "My spacious mansion built for me,. Whereof the strong foundation-stones were laid Since my first memory?" But in dark corners of her palace stood And horrible nightmares, "I take possession of man's mind and And hollow shades enclosing hearts Back on herself her serpent pride had curl'd. [hall, "No voice," she shriek'd in that lone "No voice breaks thro' the stillness of this world: One deep, deep silence all!" She, mouldering with the dull earth's mouldering sod, Inwrapt tenfold in slothful shame, Lay there exiled from eternal God, Lost to her place and name ;' And death and life she hated equally, And nothing saw, for her despair, But dreadful time, dreadful eternity, No comfort anywhere ; Remaining utterly confused with fears, And ever worse with growing time, And ever unrelieved by dismal tears, And all alone in crime: Shut up as in a crumbling tomb, girt round With blackness as a solid wall, Far off she seem'd to hear the dully sound Of human footsteps fall. As in strange lands a traveller walking slow, In doubt and great perplexity, A little before moon-rise hears the low Moan of an unknown sea; And knows not if it be thunder or a sound [cry Of rocks thrown down, or one deep Of great wild beasts; then thinketh, "I have found A new land, but I die." She howl'd aloud, "I am on fire within. There comes no murmur of reply. What is it that will take away my sin, And save me lest I die?" So when four years were wholly finished, She threw her royal robes away, "Make me a cottage in the vale," she said, "Where I may mourn and pray. Nor would I break for your sweet sake A heart that dotes on truer charms. A simple maiden in her flower Is worth a hundred coats-of-arms. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, Some meeker pupil you must find, For were you queen of all that is, I could not stoop to such a mind. You sought to prove how I could love, The lion on your old stone gates And my disdain is my reply. Is not more cold to you than I. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, You put strange memories in my head. [blown Not thrice your branching limes have Since I beheld young Laurence dead. Oh your sweet eyes, your low replies: A great enchantress you may be ; But there was that across his throat Which you had hardly cared to see. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, When thus he met his mother's view, She had the passions of her kind, She spake some certain truths of you. There's not a flower on all the hills; the frost is on the pane : I only wish to live till the snowdrops come again: I wish the snow would melt and the sun come out on high: I long to see a flower so before the day I die. The building rook 'ill caw from the windy tall elm-tree, And the tufted plover pipe along the fallow lea, And the swallow 'ill come back again with summer o'er the wave, But I shall lie alone, mother, within the mouldering grave. Upon the chancel-casement, and upon that grave of mine, When the flowers come again, mother, beneath the waning light, You'll bury me, my mother, just beneath the hawthorn shade, And you'll come sometimes and see me where I am lowly laid. I shall not forget you, mother, I shall hear you when you pass, With your feet above my head in the long and pleasant grass. I have been wild and wayward, but you'll forgive me now; If I can I'll come again, mother, from out my resting-place; Good-night, good-night, when I have said good-night forevermore, She'll find my garden-tools upon the granary floor; Good-night, sweet mother; call me before the day is born, CONCLUSION. I THOUGHT to pass away before, and yet alive I am; O sweet is the new violet, that comes beneath the skies, It seem'd so hard at first, mother, to leave the blessed sun, O blessings on his kindly voice and on his silver hair! He taught me all the mercy, for he show'd me all the sin. I did not hear the dog howl, mother, or the death-watch beat, All in the wild March-morning I heard the angels call; For lying broad awake I thought of you and Effie dear; With all my strength I pray'd for both, and so I felt resign'd, I thought that it was fancy, and I listen'd in my bed, And then did something speak to me-I know not what was said; But you were sleeping; and I said, "It's not for them: it's mine." |