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He knew that the weeds of worldliness, and the smoky breath of Mammon Had choked and killed those tender shoots, his yearnings after honour and affection:

So was he sick at heart, and my pity strove to cheer him,

But a deep and dismal gulf lay between comfort and his soul.
Then I said, Surely, O Life, thy name is vanity and sorrow,

Thy storms at noon are many, and thine eventide is clouded by remorse.

Now, when I thought upon these things, my heart was grieved within me: I wept with bitterness of speech, and these were the words of my complaining:

"Wherefore then must happiness and love wither into care and vanity,—
Wherefore is the bud so beautiful, but flower and fruit so blighted?
Hard is the lot of man; to be lured by the meteor of romance,
Only to be snared, and to sink, in the turbid mud-pool of reality."

Suddenly, a light,—and a rushing presence, and a consciousness of something near me,—

I trembled, and listened, and prayed: then I knew the Angel of Life :
Vague, and dimly visible, mine eye could not behold him,

As, calmly unimpassioned, he looked upon an erring creature :

Unseen, my spirit apprehended him; though he spake not, yet I heard ; For a sympathetic communing with Him flashed upon my mind electric.

Pensioner of God, be grateful; the gift of Life is good:

The life of heart, and life of soul, mingled with life for the body.

Gladness and beauty are its just inheritance, the beauty thou hast counted for romance:

And guardian spirits weep that selfishness and sorrow should destroy it.
Thou hast seen the natural blessing marred into a curse by man;
Come then, in favour will I show thee the proper excellence of life.
Keep thou purity, and watch against suspicion,—love shall never perish ;
Guard thine innocency spotless, and the buoyancy of childhood shall remain.
Sweet ideals feed the soul, thoughts of loveliness delight it ;

The chivalrous affection of uncalculating youth lacketh not honourable wisdom.

Charge not folly on invisibles, that render thee happier and purer:

The fair frail visions of Romance have a use beyond the maxims of the

Real.

Behold, a patriarch of years, who leaneth on the staff of religion;
His heart is fresh, quick to feel, a bursting fount of generosity;
He, playful in his wisdom, is gladdened in his children's gladness:
He, pure in his experience, loveth in his son's first love:
Lofty aspirations, deep affections, holy hopes are his delight;
His abhorrence is to strip from Life its charitable garment of Ideal.
The cold and callous sneerer, who heedeth of the merely practical,
And mocketh at good uses in imaginary things, that man is his scorn;
The hard unsympathizing modern, filled with facts and figures,
Cautious and coarse, and materialized in mind, that man is his pity.
Passionate thirst for gain never hath burnt within his bosom ;
The leaden chains of that dull lust have not bound him prisoner:
The shrewd world laughed at him for honesty, the vain world mouthed at
him for honour,

The false world hated him for truth, the cold world despised him for affection:

Still, he kept his treasure, the warm and noble heart,

And in that happy wise old man survive the child and lover.

For human Life is as Chian wine, flavoured unto him who drinketh it, Delicate fragrance comforting the soul, as needful substance for the body: Therefore, see thou art pure and guileless; so shall thy Realities of Life Be sweetened, and tempered, and gladdened by the wholesome spirit of Romance.

Dost thou live, man, dost thou live, or only breathe and labour?

Art thou free, or enslaved to a routine, the daily machinery of habit?
For one man is quickened into Life, where thousands exist as in a torpor,
Feeding, toiling, sleeping, an insensate weary round:

The plough, or the ledger, or the trade, with animal cares and indolence,
Make the mass of vital years a heavy lump unleavened.

Drowsily lie down in thy dullness, fettered with the irons of circumstance, Thou wilt not wake to think and feel a minute in a month.

The epitome of common life is seen in the common epitaph,

Born on such a day, and dead on such another, with an interval of three

score years.

For time hath been wasted on the senses, to the hourly diminishing of

spirit;

Lean is the soul and pineth, in the midst of abundance for the body: He forgat the world to which he tended, and a creature's true nobility,

Nor wished that hope and wholesome fear should stir him from his hardened

satisfaction.

And this is death in life; to be sunk beneath the waters of the Actual,
Without one feebly-struggling sense of an airier spiritual realm:
Affection, fancy, feeling—dead; imagination, conscience, faith,
All wilfully expunged, till they leave the man mere carcass.
See thou livest, whiles thou art for heart must live, and soul,

But care and sloth and sin and self, combine to kill that life.

A man will grow to an automaton, an appendage to the counter or the desk,

If mind and spirit be not roused to raise the plodding groveller:
Then praise God for Sabbaths, for books, and dreams, and pains,

For the recreative face of nature, and the kindling charities of home;
And remember, thou that labourest,-thy leisure is not loss,

If it help to expose and undermine that solid falsehood, the Material.

Life is a strange avenue of various trees and flowers;

Lightsome at commencement, but darkening to its end in a distant massy portal.

It beginneth as a little path, edged with the violet and primrose,

A little path of lawny grass, and soft to tiny feet:

Soon, spring thistles in the way, those early griefs of school,
And fruit-trees ranged on either hand show holiday delights:
Anon, the rose and the mimosa hint at sensitive affection,

And vipers hide among the grass, and briers are woven in the hedges:
Shortly, staked along in order, stand the slender saplings,

While hollow hemlock and tall ferns fill the frequent interval:

So advancing, quaintly mixed, majestic line the way

Sturdy oaks, and vigorous elms, the beech and forest-pine :

And here the road is rough with rocks, wide, and scant of herbage,
The sun is hot in heaven, and the ground is cleft and parched :
And many-times a hollow-trunk, decayed or lightning-scathed,
Or in its deadly solitude, the melancholy upas:

But soon, with closer ranks, are set the sentinel trees,
And darker shadows hover amongst Autumn's mellow tints;
Ever and anon, a holly,—junipers, and cypresses, and yews;
The soil is damp; the air is chill; night cometh on apace:
Speed to the portal, traveller,-lo, there is a moon,

With smiling light to guide thee safely through the dreadful shade:

Hark, that hollow knock,-behold, the warder openeth,
The gate is gaping, and for thee;-those are the jaws of Death!

OF DEATH.

KEEP silence, daughter of frivolity,-for Death is in that chamber!
Startle not with echoing sound the strangely solemn peace.

Death is here in spirit, watcher of a marble corpse,—

That eye is fixed, that heart is still,-how dreadful in its stillness!

Death, new tenant of the house, pervadeth all the fabric;

He waiteth at the head, and he standeth at the feet, and hideth in the

caverns of the breast:

Death, subtle leech, hath anatomized soul from body,

Dissecting well in every nerve its spirit from its substance:

Death, rigid lord, hath claimed the heriot clay,

While joyously the youthful soul hath gone to take his heritage;

Death, cold usurer, hath seized his bonded debtor;

Death, savage despot, hath caught his forfeit serf;

Death, blind foe, wreaketh petty vengeance on the flesh;

Death, fell cannibal, gloateth on his victim,

And carrieth it with him to the grave, that dismal banquet-hall,
Where in foul state the Royal Goul holdeth secret orgies.

Híde it up, hide it up, draw the decent curtain:
Hence! curious fool, and pry not on corruption :

For the fearful mysteries of change are being there enacted,
And many actors play their part on that small stage, the tomb.
Leave the clay, that leprous thing, touch not the fleshly garment:

Dust to dust, it mingleth well among the sacred soil:

It is scattered by the winds, it is wafted by the waves, it mixeth witn herbs

and cattle,

But God hath watched those morsels, and hath guided them in care:
Each waiting soul must claim his own, when the archangel soundeth,
And all the fields, and all the hills, shall move a mass of life;

Bodies numberless, crowding on the land, and covering the trampled sea,

Darkening the air precipitate, and gathered scatheless from the fire;

The Himalayan peaks shall yield their charge, and the desolate steppes of Siberia,

The Maelström disengulf its spoil, and the iceberg manumit its captive:
All shall teem with life, the converging fragments of humanity,

Till every conscious essence greet his individual frame ;
For in some dignified similitude, alike, yet different in glory,
This body shall be shaped anew, fit dwelling for the soul:

The hovel hath grown to a palace, the bulb hath burst into the flower,
Matter hath put on incorruption, and is at peace with spirit.

Amen,―and so it shall be :-but now, the scene is drear,—
Yea, though promises and hope strive to cheat its sadness;
Full of grief, though faith herself is strong to speed the soul,

For the partner of its toil is left behind to endure an ordeal of change.
Dear partner, dear and frail, my loved though humble home,—
Should I cast thee off without a pang, as a garment flung aside?
Many years, for joy and sorrow, have I dwelt in thee,

How shall I be reckless of thy weal, nor hope for thy perfection?
This also, He that lent thee for my uses in mortality,
Shall well fulfill with boundless praise on that returning day.
Behold, thou shalt be glorified; thou, mine abject friend,—
And should I meanly scorn thy state, until it rise to greatness?
Far be it, O my soul, from thine expectant essence,
To be heedless, if indignity or folly desecrate those thine ashes:
Keep them safe with careful love; and let the mound be holy;
And, thou that passest by, revere the waiting dead.

Naples sitteth by the sea, keystone of an arch of azure,
Crowned by consenting nations peerless queen of gayety:

She laugheth at the wrath of Ocean, she mocketh the fury of Vesuvius,
She spurneth disease and misery and famine, that crowd her sunny street:
The giddy dance, the merry song, the festal glad procession,

The noonday slumber and the midnight serenade, all these make up her

Life;

Her Life?-and what her Death ?-look we to the end of life,Solon, and Tellus the Athenian, wisely have ye pointed to the grave. For behold yon dreary precinct,—those hundreds of stone wells,—(1) A pit for a day, a pit for a day,--a pit to be sealed for a year:

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