Safe in Oblivion's chambers strong, WITHOUT AND WITHIN "Madrid, January 15, 1879. I wrote some verses thirty odd years ago called Without and Within, and they originally ended with the author's looking up at the stars through six feet of earth and feeling dreadfully bored, while a passer-by deciphers the headstone and envies the supposed sleeper beneath. I was persuaded to leave out this ending as too grim but I often think of it. They have a fine name for this kind of feeling nowadays, and would fain make out pessimism to be a monstrous birth of our century. I suspect it has always been common enough, especially with naughty children who get tired of their playthings as soon as I do the absurdity being that then we are not content with smashing the toy which turns out to be finite but everything else into the bargain." J. R. L. to Miss Grace Norton. Letters II. 236. WRITTEN IN AID OF A CHIME OF Bells I know not, but the word And builds of half-remembered things Through aisles of long-drawn centuries That throbs with praise and prayer. And all the way from Calvary down The saints of many a warring creed And, as the mystic aisles I pace, By aureoled workmen built, Lives ending at the Cross I trace Alike through grace and guilt; One Mary bathes the blessed feet With ointment from her eyes, Shot at a venture, and then, following on, Stood doubtful at the Parting of the Ways? Saw naught nor heard, shut up in one close joy; There once I stood in dream, and as II only felt the hand within my own, And covers Beauty up in the cold ground; Horrible Death! bringer of endless dark; Let him not see me! hide me in thy breast!" Thereat I strove to clasp her, but my arms Met only what slipped crumbling down, and fell, A handful of gray ashes, at my feet. I would have fled, I would have followed back That pleasant path we came, but all was changed; Rocky the way, abrupt, and hard to find; Yet I toiled on, and, toiling on, I thought, "That way lies Youth, and Wisdom, and all Good; For only by unlearning Wisdom comes And climbing backward to diviner Youth; What the world teaches profits to the world, What the soul teaches profits to the soul, Which then first stands erect with God ward face, When she lets fall her pack of withered facts, The gleanings of the outward eye and ear, And looks and listens with her finer sense; Nor Truth nor Knowledge cometh from without." After long, weary days I stood again now: Down to no bower of roses led the path, But through the streets of towns where chattering Cold Hewed wood for fires whose glow was owned and fenced, Where Nakedness wove garments of warm wool Not for itself; - or through the fields it led Where Hunger reaped the unattainable grain, Where idleness enforced saw idle lands, Leagues of unpeopled soil, the common earth, Walled round with paper against God and Man. "I cannot look," I groaned, "at only these; The heart grows hardened with perpetual wont, And palters with a feigned necessity, The Form replied: "Men follow Duty, never overtake; Duty nor lifts her veil nor looks behind." But, as she spake, a loosened lock of hair Slipped from beneath her hood, and I, who looked To see it gray and thin, saw amplest gold; Not that dull metal dug from sordid earth, But such as the retiring sunset flood Leaves heaped on bays and capes of island cloud. "O Guide divine," I prayed, "although not ALADDIN WHEN I was a beggarly boy, But I had Aladdin's lamp; Since then I have toiled day and night, I have money and power good store, But I'd give all my lamps of silver bright For the one that is mine no more; Take, Fortune, whatever you choose, You gave, and may snatch again; I have nothing 't would pain me to lose, For I own no more castles in Spain ! AN INVITATION TO JOHN] F[RANCIS] H[EATH] NINE years have slipt like hour-glass sand And stood upon the impoverished land, I held the token which you gave, The old, worn world of hurry and heat, The young, fresh world of thought and scope; While you, where beckoning billows fleet You sought the new world in the old, He needs no ship to cross the tide, Who, in the lives about him, sees Fair window-prospects opening wide O'er history's fields on every side, Whatever moulds of various brain Come back our ancient walks to tread, Constant are all our former loves, Our old familiars are not laid, They beckon, not to be gainsaid, wade, The Charles his steel-blue sickle crooks. Where, as the cloudbergs eastward blow, From glow to gloom the hillsides shift Their plumps of orchard-trees arow, Their lakes of rye that wave and flow, Their snowy whiteweed's summer drift. There have we watched the West unfurl There, as the flaming occident Where a twin sky but just before Hung visioned trees, that more and more Grew dusk as those above were dimmed. Then eastward saw we slowly grow Clear-edged the lines of roof and spire, While great elm-masses blacken slow, And linden-ricks their round heads show Against a flush of widening fire. Doubtful at first and far away, The moon-flood creeps more wide and wide; Up a ridged beach of cloudy gray, Then suddenly, in lurid mood, Or let us seek the seaside, there Or whether, under skies full flown, Against the beach's yellow zone And, as we watch those canvas towers For years thrice three, wise Horace said, Come back! Not ours the Old World's good, The Old World's ill, thank God, not ours; Kindlier to me the place of birth THE NOMADES WHAT Nature makes in any mood I, who take root and firmly cling, At noon the slumberous poppies over,) Till once, upon a rock's brown bosom, Clearer it grew than winter sky Scythians, with Nature not at strife, |