But ills of every shape and every name, every moment's calm that soothes the breast, XXX. THANKLESS for favours from on high, Man thinks he fades too soon; Would he improve the boon. His bless'd concerns aright, if he might. To ages where he goes And hopeless of repose. Strange fondness of the human heart, Enamour'd of its harm! And still has power to charm. Why deem we death a foe? And covet longer woe? The cause is conscience-conscience oft Her tale of guilt renews : And dread of death ensues. Then, anxious to be longer spared, Man mourns his fleeting breath : All evils then seem light, compared With the approach of death. 'Tis judgment shakes him; there's the fear, That prompts the wish to stay : And must despair to pay. His death your peace ensures; And calm descend to your's. XXXI. He lives, who lives to God alone, And all are dead beside; Whence life can be supplied. His love as best we may; His promises our stay. Of giddy joys comprised, But rather death disguised. Who only live to prove, An endless life above? Much menaced, nothing dread; Yet never ask his aid? Faith, want of common sense; A hypocrite's pretence ? Who trample order; and the day, Which God asserts his own, And worship chance alone? On word and deed, imply With life that cannot die; 'Till man resigns his breath, Speaks him a criminal, assured Of everlasting death. Yet so will God repay, And mercy cast away. XXXII. Pause here, and think : a monitory rhyme Consult life's silent clock, thy bounding vein; XXXIII The Lord will happiness divine, On contrite hearts bestow; A contrite heart or no? I hear, but seem to hear in vain, Insensible as steel; To find I cannot feel, To love thee, if I could ; Averse to all that's good. Í fain would strive for more; Seem weaker than before. Thy saints are comforted, I know, And love thy house of prayer; But find no comfort there. Decide this doubt for me; And heal it if it be. D |