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fathers, and as a generation we have ceased to ing that moral law finds its echo and its coun.
revere; and the absence of reverence, depend tersign in this physical world, and is justified
on it, is a vast moral loss. What is rever- by the natural catastrophes that follow on its
ence? It is the sincere instinctive acknowl- neglect, it is not the clergyman, but the physi-
edgment of a Higher Presence, which awes cian, who can demonstrate the sure connection
and which attracts the mind that gazes on it. between unrestrained indulgence and the de-
We grow up insensibly towards that which cay of health and life; who can put his finger
we revere, and to revere nothing is to fall precisely upon the causes which too often fill,
back upon self as the true standard of attain- even with strong young men, the corridors,
able excellence, and to be dwarfed and not only of our hospitals, but also of our lu-
blighted proportionately. Now, the profes-natic asylums; who can illustrate, by instances
sion of medicine should be the apostolate of drawn from experience, the tender foresight
reverence, for its field of action is the human of moral provisions which at first sight may
body, and in no other school can reverence appear to be tyrannical or capricious. To be
be learned more thoroughly.
able to show this in detail, to give men thus
the physical reasons for moral truth- this is
The money rewards may be small, the a great prophetic power; this is a vast capac
social distinctions insignificant, but, en-ity which we who stand in this pulpit might
tered upon in a lofty spirit, no other call- well envy in its possessors; this is a vast re-
ing, with the possible exception of the sponsibility, which they who wield it, like
clerical, gives its disciples such privileges. other prophets, must one day account for.
To know, as the accomplished physician The physician can point out with an authority
does know, the human heart, to read its which is felt to be so real in no other man of
aspirations, and to guide them aright, to He knows that to-day science is as ignorant as
science, the true limits of human knowledge.
hold out the helping hand, and to make she was two thousand years ago of what, in
life easier, happier, and better
can any its essence, life is. Of the physical conditions
thing equal this? Surely if instead of under which life exists, science has, indeed,
approaching a medical career for its sup- much that is wonderful to say; and she has
posed advantages and doubtful emolu- just been telling us, through the voice of one
ments it was more often entered upon as of her most distinguished sons, that life,
affording the noblest and highest opportu- viewed on its physical side, is the sum of the
nities of helping his fellow-man, it would joint action of all the parts of the human sys-
rarely happen that the doctor, especially if tem, of the lower or inferior, as well as of the
he had some private means, would com- of life, since every elementary part, every
higher or vital parts; that there is no one seat
plain of failure. The profoundest intel- cell, is itself a seat of life; and we listen with
jects, and the subtlest thinkers from our sincere respect and attention, but we observe
greatest seats of learning, might well that this only states, after all, in language of
crowd its portals. The medical profession beautiful precision, what are the points of
is not one for untrained hearts and feeble contact between life and the animal organism.
brains; it demands the devotion of a life- We.still ask what life is in itself, and we hear
time, the possession of ability far above no answer. No; just as science pauses before
the average, and a training which only the each atom of matter, unable to satisfy herself
whether it be infinitely divisible or not; so,
amplest opportunities can ensure.
when she has exhausted the skill of the anat-
omist in endeavoring to surprise the life prin-
ciple in some secret recess of the animal frame,
she again must pause to confess that the con-
stituent essence of the life principle itself is a
mystery still beyond her ken. And never,
never is science more worthy of her high pro-
phetic duty than when she dares to make this
confession. True science, like prophecy, from
Moses downwards, knows not merely what
she knows, but the limits of her knowledge;
and when she has attempted, if ever, to forget
this, as by him who whispered into the ear of
the dying La Place some praises for his rep-
utation, who seemed for the moment to ignore
it, she replies with the great Frenchman,
My friend, do not speak of that; what one
knows is little enough, what we are ignorant

Will any uncultured young man rashly embrace such a career; will he dare to enter upon a calling which, in the words of the great preacher from whom we have twice before quoted, has such glorious perspectives? Let him weigh our final quotation, and if he finds that he is fit to take his place in the ranks, let him do so with fear and trembling.

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Of the immense perspectives which are thus opening before it on these high themes, it would be impossible to dwell here; but as a prominent teacher of truth, medical science, I may be allowed to say, has other powers and responsibilities which are all its own. physician can point out, with an authority given to no other man, the practical, operative force of some of the laws of God. The laws of Nature, as we call them, its observed uniformities, are not less the laws and will of God than the Ten Commandments. Know

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Truly the physician may not, in the judgment of the world, take his place in society as the equal of the fashionable

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curate and the dashing cavalry officer, but | in that world where things are seen in their true colors he may be called upon to fill a seat above many, who in their life regarded him as an inferior.

From The Argosy.

SWEET NANCY.

SHENTON was a dull and sleepy village at the best of times; but then it was situated so far from any town. Exboro' was the nearest, and that was ten miles away. To reach it you must traverse a range of pine-clad hills, descending now and again into cool valleys, full of sweet scents and sounds in summer, but dreary enough in winter, when the snow lay thick and the wind whistled through the leafless branches.

Shenton consisted of one long street, terminating in a green on which the church and schoolhouse stood. After that there were no more houses till you reached Exboro', excepting a few scattered farms a mile or two away at Braley Brook. There was also a large farm, known as the Manor, half a mile in the opposite direction, occupied by one Jacob Hurst, who was the owner of the farms at Braley Brook.

The last house in the long street, at the Green end of it, was occupied by Miss Michin, a milliner and dressmaker, as a card in the window informed the passerby. Not that the card was necessary, as of course in so small a place everybody knew everybody else; but it was a sort of sign of office, and was always most carefully replaced when Sarah Ann, Miss Michin's Lilliputian maid, cleaned the window, which she did much oftener than was necessary at least, Mrs. Dodd, the post-mistress, who lived opposite, said But then Mrs. Dodd had the shop and a young family to attend to, and did not find it possible to keep her own windows equally bright; so it was perhaps natural that she should find a comfort in remarking on her opposite neighbor in the manner we have described.

So.

Miss Michin's front parlor window was draped with white muslin curtains, which covered it entirely, preventing the eyes of the curious from taking surreptitious glances at the finery therein displayed, and destined to be seen for the first time at church on the persons of the fortunate owners. Just now, a fortnight before Christmas, the array of gay dress material

which lay about on tables and chairs was more than usual; and Miss Michin and Nancy Forest - her decidedly pretty apprentice were working as if their lives depended upon it. Nancy was the only apprentice Miss Michin had, and she had taken her when she was fourteen without a premium, on condition that when she should be "out of her time (that would be in three years) she should give six months' work in payment for the instruction she had received.

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Nancy was now working out the six months, which fact shows her age to be between seventeen and eighteen. At that age a girl - above all, a pretty girl-likes to wear pretty things; and Nancy had many little refined tastes which other girls in her class of life have not due, perhaps, to the fact that while a child she had been a sort of protégée of Miss Sabina Hurst's up at the Manor Farm. Miss Sabina, who was herself not quite a lady, was nevertheless far above the Forests, who were in their employ, and had charge of an old farmhouse at Braley Brook. She was Mr. Hurst's sister, and had been mistress at the Manor since Mrs. Hurst had died in giving birth to her little son Fred.

Mr. Hurst - a hard and relentless man in most things was almost weak in his indulgence of his son. All his fancies must be gratified, and in this Miss Sabina concurred. One of Fred's fancies had been to make a playmate of little Nancy Forest. It followed, then, that she had been a great deal at the Manor; but when the children grew older, and Fred took what his aunt and father termed " an absurd fancy to be a musician, as his mother had been, it occurred to them that possibly later on he might take a yet more absurd idea, and want to marry his old playmate. Nancy was therefore banished from the Manor Farm.

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But Fred, who was not accustomed to be crossed, often met his old friend on the hills and in the valleys; and after she had become apprenticed, he would often walk home with her part way-not as a lover, however. For the last two months he had broken this habit, and Nancy had not seen him.

But we were saying that girls of Nancy's age liked pretty things to wear. Nancy was no exception, but she had no pretty things; her clothes had, in fact, become deplorably shabby, though by dexterous "undoing" and "doing-up " she did manage to make the very most of her dark blue serge costume. The dress and rather

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coquettish little jacket were of the same material; and she had a felt hat of the same color, which in some mysterious way altered its shape to suit the varying fashions. Last winter the wide brim was straight; this winter it was turned up at the back, with a bunch of dark blue ribbons on the crown. Altogether her appearance was picturesque, though the odd mingling of the rustic with the latest Paris fashion-plate might call up a smile to your lips. The smile which the costume provoked was sure to die, however, when you looked at the girl's face. You wondered at once why the lovely brown eyes looked so sad and appealing, and why the little mouth was so tremulous, and why the color came and went so frequently on the finely moulded cheeks, which were just a little thin for perfect beauty. And if you happened to be a student of human nature, you would read in one of Nancy's glances a story of conflicting emotions-disappointment, timid expectancy, hope, and a dawning despair; at least, this is what I read there when I looked at Nancy from the vicar's pew one Sunday morning at Shenton church. I was on a visit at the vicarage then.

Of course, it must not be supposed that Miss Michin read Nancy Forest's face in this way; but the little dressmaker had a warm heart, though worried by the making of garments, and more by making two ends meet which nature had apparently not intended for such close proximity; but she had certainly noticed that for the last few weeks Nancy had not looked well.

It was growing dark one Thursday evening, and Sarah Ann had just brought the lamp into her mistress's parlor. Miss Michin turned up the light slowly, remarking, as she did so, "I don't want this glass to crack. I might do nothing else but buy lamp-glasses if I left the turning-up of them to Sarah Ann. This one has been boiled, which Mrs. Dodd says is a good thing to make them stand heat.' Then she broke off suddenly, and stared at her apprentice, exclaiming: "Nancy, child, how pale you look! You must leave off and go home. You shall have a nice cup of tea first. Where do you feel bad?

The sympathetic tone brought the tears to Nancy's eyes, perhaps more than the words, but she answered hastily: "Oh, indeed, dear Miss Michin, I need not go home. I have a headache, that is all, and I must not leave off before my time. ought to stop later, and you so busy." "That frock of Emma Dodd's is just VOL. LXXIV. 3833

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on finished, isn't it?" said Miss Michin, in answer.

"All but the hooks," replied Nancy. "Then sew them on while I make some tea, and you can leave it at the post-office as you go.'

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Nancy protested, but Miss Michin insisted, and in a short time the dress was pinned up in a dark cloth, and Nancy having drunk the tea, more to please her kind friend than because she thought it would cure her headache, donned the little jacket and fantastic hat, and went across to the post-office, which was also a shop of a general description.

Mrs. Dodd was engaged in lighting her shop window when Nancy entered.

"I have brought Emma's dress, Mrs. Dodd," she began, when that lady had descended from the high stool on which she had mounted to place the lamps in the window. "Miss Michin told me to tell you there wasn't enough of the plush to finish off the lappets to match the collar and cuffs, but she thinks you'll like it just as well as it is."

Mrs. Dodd examined the little dress, and, having approved of it, asked in a friendly way what Nancy herself was going to have new this Christmas.

"Oh, I don't know yet," answered Nancy, coloring deeply. "You see, I'm not earning yet, and father's wages are small, you know."

"Mr. Hurst is real mean, I know that," exclaimed the post-mistress decidedly. "None but a very mean man would have cut your poor father's wages down after he was laid up with a bad leg so long."

"But father says himself that he can't do as much since his accident, and he doesn't want to be paid beyond what he earns," Nancy explained hastily.

Mrs. Dodd began to fold up Emma's dress, remarking, as she did so: "It's a queer go as Mr. Hurst should have let young Mr. Fred do nothink but music; but, to be sure, he do play beautifully. My Benny, as blows the organ for him, says it's 'eavenly what he makes up himself. He's uncommon handsome, too; much like his mother, who was, poor young lady, a heap too good for the likes of Jacob Hurst. She used to play the church organ like the angel Gabriel."

Mrs. Dodd glanced at Nancy to see the effect of this simile, which was quite an inspiration, but the girl was intent on smoothing the creases out of her very old and much-mended kid gloves.

"Folks do say, Miss Nancy," went on Mrs. Dodd, "as young Mr. Fred had a

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ary coin, said cheerfully: "I had quite forgotten you, Benny! No, I shall not play any more to-night."

The small boy clattered down the stone aisle noisily, and Fred Hurst began to push in the stops preparatory to closing the organ. In doing so he caught a glimpse of his face in the small mirror which hung at one side, and he burst out laughing.

"What a tragic look I have managed to put on," he thought. Then be locked the organ, and was about to blow out the candles, when he changed his mind and took out a scrap of printed paper from his pocket and read it by their light. It was a favorable review of a song he had composed, and which had just been published. "Though there is no genius displayed in this little composition, it is extremely pleasing; the air is catching, and the accompaniment is tuneful without ostentation. 'Winged Love' should become a popular favorite." This is what he read; and having read it (of course not for the first time), he seemed to form a sudden resolution on the strength of it. He looked at his watch; it marked a few minutes past six; he blew out the lights and left the church, hesitating a moment by the railings on which Nancy had leaned an hour before. "I think this justifies me," 'If Winged Love' is so well spoken of I am sure to get on, and in time make an income sufficient for us two; poor child, she hasn't been used to luxuries, and a simple home would content her. She must be part way home by now. Yes, I will follow Nancy, and explain why I have not met her for so long, and ask her to love me and wait till I can ask her to be my wife."

Nancy's heart fluttered like a captive bird. For a brief space she leaned against the cold railings, looking intently at a branch of ivy which the north wind was tossing against the diamond-shaped panes of the window. then she drew herself up hastily and proudly, and walked on rapidly towards the bleak hills which she must cross to reach her father's farm at Braley Brook. "How I wish I was out of my time," shehe meditated. said to herself, as the crisp snow crackled beneath her small feet. 66 I could go away then and earn my living, where I could never see him or hear him. Oh, Fred!" she broke out in what was almost a cry, "why have you met me and walked with me so often, if you meant to leave off and say no more? It must be because my dress has grown so shabby- I don't look so-so nice as I did — yet if his father were not hard I might have more." And poor Nancy, being now far from any habitation, gave herself the relief of a good cry, knowing she could not be observed.

In the mean time the organ at the church had ceased playing, and the young man who was seated at it began turning over a pile of music which lay beside him. But this he did mechanically—he was not going to play again that evening, he did it as an accompaniment to perplexed thought. He remained so long silent that Benny Dodd, who had been "blowing" for him, ventured out from among the shadows cast by the organ pipes and asked: "Please, Mr. Fred, are you going to play any more?"

Fred Hurst looked up, smiling, and feeling in his waistcoat pocket for the custom

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But Nancy Forest had left Shenton early, as we have seen, so Fred Hurst did not overtake her. He went all the way to Braley Brook, however, and right up to the ruinous old farmhouse where the Forests lived, and waited in the orchard some time, hoping that Nancy would come out to bring in some linen which hung to bleach among the bare apple-trees. He knew that Nancy always helped her mother in the evenings. But on this evening no errand seemed to bring her out of doors, and Fred Hurst went away without seeing her, meaning to meet her next day.

It would have been wiser if Fred had gone boldly to the farmhouse and asked to see Nancy; but we are none of us wise at all times, and we have generally to pay in pain for our lack of wisdom as well as for our actual faults, though perhaps not in the same degree.

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FRED HURST's father was Nancy's father's master, as we have seen; and a hard enough master, as Mrs. Dodd had said. John Forest and his family- that is, his wife and Nancy-lived in the only habitable part of what had once been a considerable farmhouse. John worked on the "land," took care of the horses and other live stock there were not many and his wife attended to the poultry, which were numerous enough. She also earned a little by mending the holes which the rats bit in the corn-sacks. In harvest-time she made gentian beer for the men, and a kind of harvest cake, originally made for a four-o'clock meal, which explains the word known as "fourses." But with all these little extras the Forests found it sufficiently hard to live, and of course Nancy was not yet earning.

"You ought to have sent that girl of yours to service," Mr. Hurst would not infrequently say to Nancy's mother. He, moreover, said the same thing to his maiden sister Sabina, when Fred was present.

It was then that Fred's eyes opened to the fact that Nancy Forest was more to him than anything else in the world — far, far more than the old playmate he had thought her. Send Nancy to service! sweet, delicate, lady-like little Nancy, with her dimpled white hands. Perhaps Nancy had no business to have white hands, and dainty, refined ways; but she had, and that was Aunt Sabina's fault for having her so much at the Manor. It was partly nature's fault, too, certainly, for Nancy had always seemed like a changeling, she was so above her surroundings.

Fred Hurst having thus discovered his own love, proceeded to discover Nancy's. It was all clear to him now, he was sure she had given her pure, childlike heart to him, perhaps unwittingly, as he had done. How blind he had been! With knowledge, caution came. Fred made up his mind that be must no more walk with Nancy till he was prepared to do so in his true character that of a lover. This would be impossible till he could offer a home to Nancy. It might be that his father would even turn the Forests away, if he suspected his son's affection for their only child. He could not risk that. So two months passed.

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Fred was organist at the parish church and had been composing songs as we have Most of them had come back to him accompanied by polite notes of refusal; one or two had come out and failed

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to attract any notice. Now Winged Love was proving a success so he had resolved to speak to Nancy herself, though not yet to the parents on either side. It was a pity he didn't take the straightforward course it pays best, did people but know it. Had Fred Hurst gone to the house boldly that night, it might, as I have said, have saved much misery. Had he glanced through the uncurtained window of the "house-place," I think he would certainly have gone in, for he would have seen Nancy in tears.

Mrs. Forest was a woman whose temper could not have been sweet under the best of conditions. It will be understood, then, that it developed into something very bad indeed under the worrying influence of a master like Mr. Hurst, who was never satisfied, and whose method of dealing with those he employed was one of incessant bullying. He was, moreover, subject to delusions about being cheated, and his suspiciousness was always in evidence.

This last fault was also one of Mrs. Forest's own, and if anything a worse one than her bad temper, and was not infrequently the occasion of an exhibition of the latter. When Nancy got home from Miss Michin's on the night when Fred Hurst tried to meet her, she found her mother in one of her worst moods. Mr. Hurst had been there all the morning, superintending the killing and packing of the turkeys for the London market. Nancy had made up her mind on her way home to ask her mother for a little money to buy herself some new gloves. solved to make her request at once on entering the house-place, where her mother was partly from a desire to get what generally proved a disagreeable business over as soon as possible, and more, perhaps, because she saw her father sitting smoking his pipe in the chimneycorner. John Forest usually supported his daughter, who was a great favorite of his. He generally called her "Sweet Nancy," because she was so pretty and dainty, and, above all, so good-tempered -a quality he knew how to appreciate.

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"I was wondering, mother," Nancy began hesitatingly, as she removed her hat and advanced towards the wood fire, above which Mrs. Forest was hooking on a huge kettle of fowls' food -"I was wondering if I might have some new gloves for Christmas."

"And where, I should like to know, is the money for them to come from?" demanded the mother sharply. "I want lots

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