Lost in a doubt, Pelleas wandering Waited, until the third night brought a moon With promise of large light on woods and ways. Hot was the night and silent; but a sound Of Gawain ever coming, and this layWhich Pelleas had heard sung before the Queen, And seen her sadden listening-vext his heart, And marr'd his rest—'A worm within the rose.' Hard by the gates. Wide open were the gates, And no watch kept ; and in thro' these he past, And heard but his own steps, and his own heart Beating, for nothing moved but his own self, And his own shadow. Then he crost the court, And spied not any light in hall or bower, But saw the postern portal also wide Yawning ; and up a slope of garden, all Of roses white and red, and brambles mixt And overgrowing them, went on, and found, Here too, all hush'd below the mellow moon, Save that one rivulet from a tiny cave Came lightening downward, and so spilt itself Among the roses, and was lost again. Then was he ware of three pavilions reard Above the bushes, gilden-peakt: in one, Red after revel, droned her lurdane knights Slumbering, and their three squires across their feet : In one, their malice on the placid lip Froz’n by sweet sleep, four of her damsels lay : And in the third, the circlet of the jousts Bound on her brow, were Gawain and Ettarre. This tender rhyme, and evermore the doubt, • Why lingers Gawain with his golden news ?' So shook him that he could not rest, but rode Ere midnight to her walls, and bound his horse Back, as a hand that pushes thro' the leaf To find a nest and feels a snake, he drew: Back, as a coward slinks from what he fears Tocope with, or a traitor proven, or hound Beaten, did Pelleas in an utter shame Creep with his shadow thro' the court again, Fingering at his sword-handle until he stood There on the castle-bridge once more, and thought, 'I will go back, and slay them where they lie.' o And so went back, and seeing them yet in sleep Said, “Ye, that so dishallow the holy sleep, Your sleep is death,' and drew the sword, and thought, What! slay a sleeping knight? the King hath bound And sworn me to this brotherhood;' again, * Alas that ever a knight should be so false.'' Then turn’d, and so return’d, and groan ing laid The naked sword athwart their naked throats, There left it, and them sleeping ; and she Would they have risen against me in their blood At the last day? I might have answer'd them Even before high God. O towers so strong, Huge, solid, would that even while I gaze The crack of earthquake shivering to your base Split you, and Hell burst up your harlot roofs Bellowing, and charr'd you thro’and thro' within, Black as the harlot's heart-hollow as a skull ! Let the fierce east scream thro' your eyelet holes, And whirl the dust of harlots round and round In dung and nettles ! hiss, snake- I saw him thereLet the fox bark, let the wolf yell. Who yells Here in the still sweet summer night, but II, the poor Pelleas whom she call’d her fool ? Fool, beast-he, she, or I? myself most fool ; Beast too, as lacking human wit-dis graced, Dishonour'd all for trial of true loveLove ?—we be all alike : only the King Hath made us fools and liars. O noble vows ! O great and sane and simple race of brutes That own no lust because they have no law! For why should I have loved her to my shame? I loathe her, as I loved her to my shame. I never loved her, I but lusted for herAway lay, The circlet of the tourney round her brows, And the sword of the tourney across her throat. And forth he past, and mounting on his horse Stared at her towers that, larger than themselves In their own darkness, throng'd into the moon. Then crush'd the saddle with his thighs, and clench'd His hands, and madden'd with himself and moan'd : He dash'd the rowel into his horse, And bounded forth and vanish'd thro' the night. Then she, that felt the cold touch on her throat, Awaking knew the sword, and turn'd herself To Gawain: ‘Liar, for thou hast not slain This Pelleas ! here he stood, and might have slain Me and thyself.' And he that tells the tale Says that her ever-veering fancy turn'd To Pelleas, as the one true knight on earth, And only lover; and thro' her love her Of seasons : hard his eyes ; harder his heart Seem'd ; but so weary were his limbs, that he, Gasping, Of Arthur's hall am I, but here, Here let me rest and die,' cast himself down, And gulr'd his griefs in inmost sleep; so lay, Till shaken by a dream, that Gawain fired The hall of Merlin, and the morning star Reeld in the smoke, brake into flame, and fell. life Wasted and pined, desiring him in vain. He woke, and being ware of some one nigh, Sent hands upon him, as to tear him, crying, * False ! and I held thee pure as Guine vere.' But Percivale stood near him and replied, * Am I but false as Guinevere is pure ? Or art thou mazed with dreams ? or being one Of our free-spoken Table hast not heard' That Lancelot '—there he check'd him self and paused. But he by wild and way, for half the night, And over hard and soft, striking the sod From out the soft, the spark from off the hard, Rode till the star above the wakening sun, Beside that tower where Percivale was cowl'd, Glanced from the rosy forehead of the dawn. For so the words were flash'd into his heart He knew not whence or wherefore : '0 sweet star, Pure on the virgin forehead of the dawn!' And there he would have wept, but felt his eyes Harder and drier than a fountain bed In summer : thither came the village girls And linger'd talking, and they come no more Till the sweet heavens have fill'd it from the heights Again with living waters in the change King true?' "The King !' said Percivale. hen let men couple at once with olves. ert thou mad ? . But Pelleas, leaping up, the doors and vaulted on his rse : small pity upon his horse had iself, or any, and when he met one that held a hand for almss he was, and like an old dwarf And marvelling what it was : on whom the boy, Across the silent seeded meadow-grass Borne, clash'd : and Lancelot, saying, • What name hast thou That ridest here so blindly and so hard ?' 'I have no name,' he shouted, “a scourge am 1, To lash the treasons of the Table Round.' • Yea, but thy name?' 'I have many names,' he cried : 'I am wrath and shame and hate and evil fame, And like a poisonous wind I pass to blast And blaze the crime of Lancelot and the Queen.' *First over me,' said Lancelot, 'shalt thou pass. ‘Fight therefore, yell’d the other, and either knight Drew back a space, and when they closed, at once The weary steed of Pelleas floundering fung His rider, who call'd out from the dark field, on the turning of the world, : common path: he twitch'd ins, is beast that better knew it, I now on ; but when he saw aven the hall that Merlin ainst the dead-green stripes • Thou art false as Hell : slay me : I have no sword.' . Then Lancelot, “ Yea, between thy lips and sharp ; But here will I disedge it by thy death.' “Slay then,' he shriek'd, my will is to be slain.' And Lancelot, with his heel upon the fall'n, Rolling his eyes, a moment stood, then spake : * Rise, weakling; I am Lancelot; say thy say.' And Lancelot slowly rode his warhorse irt, and gazing at a star back Κ Κ THE LAST TOURNAMENT. To Camelot, and Sir Pelleas in brief while Caught his unbroken limbs from the dark field, And follow'd to the city. It chanced that both Brake into hall together, worn and pale. There with her knights and dames was Guinevere. Full wonderingly she gazed on Lancelot So soon return'd, and then on Pelleas, him Who had not greeted her, but cast him self Down on a bench, hard-breathing. 'Have ye fought ?' She ask'd of Lancelot. “Ay, my Queen,' he said. · And thou hast overthrown him ?' • Ay, my Queen.' Then she, turning to Pelleas, O young knight, Hath the great heart of knighthood in thee fail'd So far thou canst not bide, unfrowardly, A fall from him ?' Then, for he answer'd DAGONET, the fool, whom Gawain in his mood Had made mock-knight of Arthur's Table Round, At Camelot, high above the yellowing woods, Danced like a wither'd leaf before the hall. And toward him from the hall, with harp in hand, And from the crown thereof a carcanet Of ruby swaying to and fro, the prize Of Tristram in the jousts of yesterday, Came Tristram, saying, “Why skip ye so, Sir Fool?' not, Or hast thou other griefs? If I, the Queen, May help them, loose thy tongue, and let me know.' But Pelleas lifted up an eye so fierce She quail'd ; and he, hissing 'I have no sword,' Sprang from the door into the dark. The Queen Look'd hard upon her lover, he on her ; And each foresaw the dolorous day to be : And all talk died, as in a grove all song Beneath the shadow of some bird of prey; Then a long silence came upon the hall, And Modred thought, “The time is hard at hand.' For Arthur and Sir Lancelot riding once Far down beneath a winding wall of rock Heard a child wail. A stump of oak half-dead, From roots like some black coil of carven snakes, Clutch'd at the crag, and started thro' mid air Bearing an eagle's nest : and thro' the tree Rush'd ever a rainy wind, and thro’ the wind Pierced ever a child's cry : and crag and tree Scaling, Sir Lancelot from the perilous nest, This ruby necklace thrice around her neck, And all unscarr'd from beak or talon, brought A maiden babe ; which Arthur pitying took, Then gave it to his Queen to rear : the Cueen But coldly acquiescing, in her white arms Received, and after loved it tenderly, And named it Nestling so forgot herself |