Only such cups as left us friendly-warm, spoils My bliss in being; and it was not great; For save when shutting reasons up in rhythm, Or Heliconian honey in living words, To make a truth less harsh, I often grew Tired of so much within our little life, Or of so little in our little life Poor little life that toddles half an hour Crown'd with a flower or two, and there an end And since the nobler pleasure seems to fade, Why should I, beastlike as I find myself, Not manlike end myself?—our privilege-What beast has heart to do it? And what man, What Roman would be dragg’d in triumph thus? Not I; not he, who bears one name with her Whose death-blow struck the dateless doom of kings, When, brooking not the Tarquin in her veins, She made her blood in sight of Collatine And all his peers, flushing the guiltless air, Spout from the maiden fountain in her heart. And from it sprang the Commonwealth, which breaks As I am breaking now! “And therefore now Let her, that is the womb and tomb of all, Great Nature, take, and forcing far apart Those blind beginnings that have made me man, Dash them anew together at her will Thro' all her cycles-into man once more, Or beast or bird or fish, or opulent flower : But till this cosmic order everywhere Shatter'd into one earthquake in one day Cracks all to pieces, -and that hour perhaps Is not so far when momentary man Shall seem no more a something to himself, But he, his hopes and hates, his homes and fanes, And even his bones long laid within the grave, The very sides of the grave itself shall pass, Vanishing, atom and void, atom and void, Into the unseen for ever,-till that hour, My golden work in which I told a truth That stays the rolling Ixionian wheel, And numbs the Fury's ringlet-snake, and plucks The mortal soul from out immortal hell, Shall stand : ay, surely: then it fails at last And perishes as I must; for 0 Thou, Passionless bride, divine Tranquillity, Yearn'd after by the wisest of the wise, Who fail to find thee, being as thou art Without one pleasure and without one pain, Howbeit I know thou surely must be mine Or soon or late, yet out of season, thus I woo thee roughly, for thou carest not How roughly men may woo thee so they win Thus—thus: the soul flies out and dies in the air.' Her own fair head, and sallying thro' the gate, Had beat her foes with slaughter from her walls. And drew, from butts of water on the slope, The fountain of the moment, playing now A twisted snake, and now a rain of pearls, Or steep-up spout whereon the gilded ball Danced like a wisp : and somewhat lower down "O miracle of women,' said the book, O noble heart who, being strait-besieged By this wild king to force her to his wish, Nor bent, nor broke, nor shunn'd a soldier's death, But now when all was lost or seem'd as lostHer stature more than mortal in the burst Of sunrise, her arm lifted, eyes on fireBrake with a blast of trumpets from the gate, And, falling on them like a thunderbolt, She trampled some beneath her horses' heels, And some were whelm'd with missiles of the wall, And some were push'd with lances from the rock, And part were drown'd within the whirl ing brook : O miracle of noble womanhood !' A man with knobs and wires and vials fired A cannon : Echo answer'd in her sleep From hollow fields : and here were tele scopes For azure views; and there a group of girls In circle waited, whom the electric shock Dislink'd with shrieks and laughter : round the lake A little clock-work steamer paddling plied And shook the lilies : perch'd about the knolls A dozen angry models jetted steam : A petty railway ran : a fire-balloon Rose gem-like up before the dusky groves And dropt a fairy parachute and past": And there thro’ twenty posts of telegraph They flash'd a saucy message to and fro Between the mimic stations ; so that sport Went hand in hand with Science ; other. where Pure sport : a herd of boys with clamour bowl'd And stump'd the wicket; babies rollid about So sang the gallant glorious chronicle; And, I all rapt in this,'Come out,' he said, * To the Abbey: there is Aunt Elizabeth And sister Lilia with the rest.' We went (I kept the book and had my finger in it) Down thro' the park : strange was the sight to me; For all the sloping pasture murmur'd, sown With happy faces and with holiday. There moved the multitude, a thousand hearls : The patient leaders of their Institute Taught them with facts. One reard a font of stone Like tumbled fruit in grass ; and men and maids Arranged a country dance, and few thro' light And shadow, while the twangling violin Struck up with Soldier-laddie, and over head The broad ambrosial aisles of lofty lime Made noise with bees and breeze from end to end. But while they talk'd, above their heads I saw The feudal warrior lady-clad ; which brought My book to mind : and opening this I read Of old Sir Ralph a page or two that rang With tilt and tourney; then the tale of her That drove her foes with slaughter from her walls, And much I praised her nobleness, and Where,' Ask'd Walter, patting Lilia's head (she lay Beside him) 'lives there such a woman now?' Strange was the sight and smacking of the time; And long we gazed, but satiated at length Came to the ruins. High-arch'd and ivy claspt, Of finest Gothic lighter than a fire, Thro' one wide chasm of time and frost they gave The park, the crowd, the house ; but all within The sward was trim as any garden lawn : And here we lit on Aunt Elizabeth, And Lilia with the rest, and lady friends From neighbour seats : and there was Ralph himself, A broken statue propt against the wall, As gay as any. Lilia, wild with sport, Half child half woman as she was, had wound A scarf of orange round the stony helm, And robed the shoulders in a rosy silk, That made the old warrior from his ivied nook Glow like a sunbeam : near his tomb a feast Shone, silver-set; about it lay the guests, And there we join'd them : then the maiden Aunt Took this fair day for text, and from it preach'd An universal culture for the crowd, And all things great; but we, unworthier, told Of college : he had climb'd across the spikes, And he had squeezed himself betwixt the bars, And he had breath'd the Proctor's dogs ; and one Discuss'd his tutor, rough to common men, But honeying at the whisper of a lord ; And one the Master, as a rogue in grain Veneer'd with sanctimonious theory. Quick answer'd Lilia • There are thou sands now Such women, but convention beats them * down : It is but bringing up ; no more than that: You men have done it : how I hate you all ! Ah, were I something great! I wish I were Some mighty poetess, I would shame you then, That love to keep us children ! O I wish That I were some great princess, I would build Far off from men a college like a man's, And I would teach them all that men are taught ; We are twice as quick !' And here she shook aside The hand that play'd the patron with her curls. And one said smiling • Pretty were the sight If our old halls could change their sex, With prudes for proctors, dowagers for and flaunt deans, And sweet girl-graduates in their golden hair. I think they should not wear our rusty gowns, But move as rich as Emperor-moths, or Ralph Who shines so in the corner ; yet I fear, If there were many Lilias in the brood, However deep you might embower the nest, Some boy would spy it.' At this upon the sward She tapt her tiny silken-sandal'd foot : • That's your light way; but I would make it death For any male thing but to peep at us.' Petulant she spoke, and at herself she laugh'd ; A rosebud set with little wilful thorns, And sweet as English air could make her, she : But Walter hail'd a score of names upon her, And “petty Ogress,' and 'ungrateful Puss,' And swore he long'd at college, only Jong'd, All else was well, for she-society. They boated and they cricketed; they talk'd At wine, in clubs, of art, of politics ; They lost their weeks; they vext the souls of deans ; They rode ; they betted ; made a hundred friends, And caught the blossom of the flying terms, But miss'd the mignonette of Vivian-place, The little hearth-flower Lilia. Thus he spoke, Part banter, part affection. She held it out; and as a parrot turns Up thro' gilt wires a crafty loving eye, And takes a lady's finger with all care, And bites it for true heart and not for harm, So he with Lilia's. Daintily she shriek’d And wrung it. “Doubt my word again!' he said. "Come, listen ! here is proof that you were miss'd : We seven stay'd at Christmas up to read; And there we took one tutor as to read : The hard-grain’d Muses of the cube and square Were out of season : never man, I think, So moulder'd in a sinecure as he : For while our cloisters echo'd frosty feet, And our long walks were stript as bare as brooms, We did but talk you over, pledge you all In wassail ; often, like as many girls, Sick for the hollies and the yews of homeAs many little trifling Lilias-play'd Charades and riddles as at Christmas here, And what's my thought and when and where and how, And often told a tale from mouth to mouth As here at Christmas.' She remember'd that: A pleasant game, she thought : she liked it more Than magic music, forfeits, all the rest. But these--what kind of tales did men tell men, She wonder'd, by themselves ? A half-disdain Perch'd on the pouted blossom of her lips : And Walter nodded at me; 'He began, |