What! shall I bind him more? in his behalf, Shall I exceed the Persian, giving him That which of all things is the dearest to me, Not only showing? and he himself pro nounced That my rich gift is wholly mine to give. Ev'n to the uttermost : in her behold me.' like; like!' were. was dumb. came speak. one of them his friend dumb !' Now all be dumb, and promise all of you Not to break in on what I say by word Or whisper, while I show you all my heart.' And then began the story of his love As here to-day, but not so wordilyThe passionate moment would not suffer thatPast thro' his visions to the burial ; thence Down to this last strange hour in his own hall; And then rose up, and with him all his guests Once more as by enchantment; all but he, Lionel, who fain had risen, but fell again, And sat as if in chains-to whom he said: "Take my free gift, my cousin, for your wife; And were it only for the giver's sake, And tho' she seem so like the one you lost, Yet cast her not away so suddenly, back : I leave this land for ever.' Here he ceased. But Julian, sitting by her, answer'd all : She is but dumb, because in her you see That faithful servant whom we spoke about, Obedient to her second master now; Which will not last. I have here to night a guest So bound to me by common love and loss Then taking his dear lady by one hand, And bearing on one arm the noble babe, He slowly brought them both to Lionel. And there the widower husband and dead wife Rush'd each at each with a cry, that rather seem'd For some new death than for a life renew'd ; Whereat the very babe began to wail; At once they turn'd, and caught and brought him in To their charm'd circle, and, half-killing him With kisses, round him closed and claspt again. But Lionel, when at last he freed himself From wife and child, and lifted up a face All over glowing with the sun of life, And love, and boundless thanks—the sight of this So frighted our good friend, that turning to me And saying, “It is over : let us go'-There were our horses ready at the doorsWe bade them no farewell, but mounting these He past for ever from his native land; And I with him, my Julian, back to mine. Dreaming some rival, sought and found a witch Who brew'd the philtre which had power, they said, To lead an errant passion home again. And this, at times, she mingled with his drink, And this destroy'd him; for the wicked broth Confused the chemic labour of the blood, And tickling the brute brain within the man's Made havock among those tender cells, and check'd His power to shape : he loathed himself; and once After a tempest woke upon a morn That mock'd him with returning calm, and cried : LUCRETIUS. ‘Storm in the night! for thrice I heard the rain Rushing; and once the flash of a thunderboltMethought I never saw so fierce a forkStruck out the streaming mountain-side, and show'd A riotous confluence of watercourses Blanching and billowing in a hollow of it, Where all but yester-eve was dusty-dry. Lucilia, wedded to Lucretius, found Her master cold; for when the morning flush Of passion and the first embrace had died Between them, tho' he lov'd her none the less, Yet often when the woman heard his foot Return from pacings in the field, and ran To greet him with a kiss, the master took Small notice, or austerely, for-his mind Half buried in some weightier argument, Or fancy-borne perhaps upon the rise And long roll of the Hexameter-he past To turn and ponder those three hundred scrolls Left by the Teacher whom he held divine. She brook'd it not; but wrathful, petulant, ‘Storm, and what dreams, ye holy Gods, what dreams ! For thrice I waken'd after dreams. Per. chance We do but recollect the dreams that come Just ere the waking : terrible ! for it seem'd A void was made in Nature ; all her bonds Crack'd; and I saw the faring atom. streams And torrents of her myriad universe, Ruining along the illimitable inane, Fly on to clash together again, and make Not ev'n a rose, were offer'd to thee ? thine, Forgetful how my rich procmion makes Thy glory fly along the Italian field, In lays that will outlast thy Deity ? Another and another frame of things knew itOf and belonging to me, as the dog With inward yelp and restless forefoot plies His function of the woodland : but the next! I thought that all the blood by Sylla shed Came driving rainlike down again on earth, And where it dash'd the reddening mea dow, sprang No dragon warriors from Cadmean teeth, For these I thought my dream would show to me, But girls, Hetairai, curious in their art, Hired animalisms, vile as those that made The mulberry-faced Dictator's orgies worse Than aught they fable of the quiet Gods. And hands they mixt, and yelld and round me drove In narrowing circles till I yelld again Half-suffocated, and sprang up, and saw – Was it the first beam of my latest day? * Deity? nay, thy worshippers. My tongue Trips, or I speak profanely. Which of these scorn, Live the great life which all our greatest, fain Would follow, center'd in eternal calm. • Nay, if thou canst, O Goddess, like ourselves Touch, and be touch'd, then would I cry to thee To kiss thy Mavors, roll thy tender arms Round him, and keep him from the lust of blood That makes a steaming slaughter-house of Rome. “Then, then, from utter gloom stood out the breasts, The breasts of Helen, and hoveringly a sword Now over and now under, now direct, Pointed itself to pierce, but sank down shamed At all that beauty; and as I stared, a fire, The fire that left a roofless Ilion, Shot out of them, and scorch'd me that I woke. • Ay, but I meant not thee; I meant not her, Whom all the pines of Ida shook to see Slide from that quiet heaven of hers, and tempt The Trojan, while his neat-herds were abroad; Nor her that o'er her wounded hunter wept Her Deity false in human-amorous tears ; Nor whom her beardless apple-arbiter Decided fairest. Rather, Oye Gods, Poet-like, as the great Sicilian called Calliope to grace his golden verseAy, and this Kypris also_did I take *Is this thy vengeance, holy Venus, thine, Because I would not one of thine cwn doves, That popular name of thine to shadow forth The all-generating powers and genial heat Of Nature, when she strikes thro' the thick blood Of cattle, and light is large, and lambs are glad Nosing the mother's udder, and the bird Makes his heart voice amid the blaze of flowers : Which things appear the work of mighty Gods. * The Gods! and if I go my work is left Unfinish'd-if I go. The Gods, who haunt The lucid interspace of world and world, Where never creeps a cloud, or moves a wind, Nor ever falls the least white star of snow, Nor ever lowest roll of thunder moans, Nor sound of human sorrow mounts to mar Their sacred everlasting calm ! and such, Not all so fine, nor so divine a calm, Not such, nor all unlike it, man may • Look where another of our Gods, the Sun, Apollo, Delius, or of older use All-seeing Hyperion—what you will-Has mounted yonder ; since he never sware, Except his wrath were wreak'd on wretched man, That he would only shine among the dead Hereafter ; tales ! for never yet on earth Could dead flesh creep, or bits of roast ing ox Moan round the spit-nor knows he what he sees; King of the East altho' he seem, and girt With song and flame and fragrance, slowly lifts His golden feet on those empurpled stairs That climb into the windy halls of heaven : And here he glances on an eye new-born, And gets for greeting but a wail of pain ; And here he stays upon a freezing orb That fain would gaze upon him to the last ; And here upon a yellow eyelid fall'n And closed by those who mourn a friend in vain, Not thankful that his troubles are no ma gain Letting his own life go. The Gods, the Gods ! If all be atoms, how then should the more. Gods Being atomic not be dissoluble, held That Gods there are, for all men so believe. I prest my footsteps into his, and meant Surely to lead my Memmius in a train Of Aowery clauses onward to the proof That Gods there are, and deathless. Meant? I meant? I have forgotten what I meant : my mind Stumbles, and all my faculties are lamed. And me, altho' his fire is on my face Blinding, he sees not, nor at all can tell Whether I mean this day to end myself, Or lend an ear to Plato where he says, That men like soldiers may not quit the post Allotted by the Gods : but he that holds The Gods are careless, wherefore need he care Greatly for them, nor rather plunge at once, Being troubled, wholly out of sight, and sink Past earthquake-ay, and gout and stone, that break Body toward death, and palsy, death-in life, And wretched age—and worst disease of all, These prodigies of myriad nakednesses, And twisted shapes of lust, unspeakable, Abominable, strangers at my hearth Not welcome, harpies miring every dish, The phantom husks of something foully done, And fleeting thro' the boundless universe, And blasting the long quiet of my breast With animal heat and dire insanity? * But who was he, that in the garden snared Picus and Faunus, rustic Gods? a tale To laugh at—more to laugh at in myselfFor look ! what is it? there? yon arbutus Totters; a noiseless riot underneath Strikes through the wood, sets all the tops quiveringThe mountain quickens into Nymph and Faun; And here an Oread-how the sun delights To glance and shift about her slippery sides, And rosy knees and supple roundedness, And budded bosom-peaks—who this way runs How should the mind, except it loved them, clasp These idols to herself? or do they fly Now thinner, and now thicker, like the Alakes In a fall of snow, and so press in, perforce Of multitude, as crowds that in an hour Of civic tumult jam the doors, and bear The keepers down, and throng, their rags and they The basest, far into that council-hall Where sit the best and stateliest of the land ? Before the rest-A satyr, a satyr, see, heel, Fledged as it were with Mercury's ankle wing, Whirls her to me: but will she fling herself, Shameless upon me? Catch her, goat foot : nay, Hide, hide them, million-myrtled wilder ness, And cavern-shadowing laurels, hide! do I wish What?--that the bush were leafless? or to whelm All of them in one massacre? O ye Gods, I know you careless, yet, behold, to you From childly wont and ancient use I call — I thought I lived securely as yourselves -No lewdness, narrowing envy, monkey spite, “Can I not fling this horror off me again, Seeing with how great ease Nature can smile, Balmier and nobler from her bath of storm, At random ravage? and how easily The mountain there has cast his cloudy slough, Now towering o'er him in serenest air, A mountain o'er a mountain,- ay, and within All hollow as the hopes and fears of men? |