Thus Enoch in his heart determined all: Then moving homeward came on Annie pale, Nursing the sickly babe, her latest-born. Forward she started with a happy cry, And laid the feeble infant in his arms ; Whom Enoch took, and handled all his limbs, Appraised his weight and fondled father like, But had no heart to break his purposes To Annie, till the morrow, when he spoke. Then first since Enoch's golden ring had girt Her finger, Annie fought against his will : Yet not with brawling opposition she, But manifold entreaties, many a tear, Many a sad kiss by day by night renew'd (Sure that all evil would come out of it) Besought him, supplicating, if he cared For her or his dear children, not to go. He not for his own self caring but her, Her and her children, let her plead in vain; So grieving held his will, and bore it thro'. And Enoch faced this morning of fare well Brightly and boldly. All his Annie's fears, Save, as his Annie's, were a laughter to him. Yet Enoch as a brave God-fearing man Bow'd himself down, and in that mystery Where God-in-man is one with man-in God, Pray'd for a blessing on his wife and babes Whatever came to him : and then he said • Annie, this voyage by the grace of God Will bring fair weather yet to all of us. Keep a clean hearth and a clear fire for me, For I'll be back, my girl, before you know it.' Then lightly rocking baby's cradle and he, This pretty, puny, weakly little one, Expectant of that news which never came, Gain'd for her own a scanty sustenance, And lived a life of silent melancholy. Now the third child was sickly-born and grew Yet sicklier, tho' the mother cared for it With all a mother's care : nevertheless, Whether her business often call’d her from Or thro' the want of what it needed most, Or means to pay the voice who best could tell What most it needed-howsoe'er it was, After a lingering,--ere she was aware,Like the caged bird escaping suddenly, The little innocent soul fitted away. I came to speak to you of what he wish'a, Enoch, your husband : I have ever said You chose the best among us-a strong man : For where he fixt his heart he set his hand To do the thing he will’d, and bore it thro'. And wherefore did he go this weary way, And leave you lonely? not to see the worldFor pleasure ?-nay, but for the where withal To give his babes a better bringing-up Than his had been, or yours : that was his wish. And if he come again, vext will he be To find the precious morning hours were lost. And it would vex him even in his grave, If he could know his babes were running wild Philip's true heart, which hunger'd for her peace (Since Enoch left he had not look'd upon her), Smote him, as having kept aloof so long. *Surely,' said Philip, 'I may see her now, May be some little comfort;' therefore went, Past thro' the solitary room in front, Paused for a moment at an inner door, Then struck it thrice, and, no one opening, Enter'd; but Annie, seated with her grief, Fresh from the burial of her little one, Cared not to look on any human face, Then Philip put the boy and girl to school, And bought them needful books, and everyway, Like one who does his duty by his own, Made himself theirs; and tho’ for Annie's sake, Fearing the lazy gossip of the port, He oft denied his heart his dearest wish, And seldom crost her threshold, yet he sent Gists by the children, garden-herbs and fruit, The late and early roses from his wall, Or conies from the down, and now and It chanced one evening Annie's children long'd To go with others, nutting to the wood, And Annie would go with them ; then they begg'd For Father Philip (as they call’d him) too: Him, like the working bee in blossom dust, Blanch'd with his mill, they found ; and saying to him "Come with us Father Philip'he denied ; But when the children pluck'dat him to go, He laugh’d, and yielded readily to their But after scaling half the weary down, Just where the prone edge of the wood then, wish, waste. went. began To feather toward the hollow, all her force Fail'd her; and sighing, 'Let me rest she said : So Philip rested with her well-content ; While all the younger ones with jubilant cries Broke from their elders, and tumultuously Down thro' the whitening hazels made a plunge To the bottom, and dispersed, and bent or broke The lithe reluctant boughs to tear away Their tawny clusters, crying to each other And calling, here and there, about the wood. Then Philip coming somewhat closer spoke. • Annie, there is a thing upon my mind, And it has been upon my mind so long, That tho' I know not when it first came there, I know that it will out at last. O Annie, It is beyond all hope, against all chance, That he who left you ten long years ago Should still be living; well then-let me speak : I grieve to see you poor and wanting help: I cannot help you as I wish to do Unless—they say that women are so quickPerhaps you know what I would have you knowI wish you for my wife. I fain would prove A father to your children : I do think They love me as a father : I am sure That I love them as if they were mine own; And I believe, if you were fast my wife, That after all these sad uncertain years, We might be still as happy as God grants To any of His creatures. Think upon it : For I am well-to-do-no kin, no care, No burthen, save my care for you and yours : And we have known each other all our lives, And I have loved you longer than you know.' But Philip sitting at her side forgot Her presence, and remember'd one dark hour Here in this wood, when like a wounded life He crept into the shadow: at last he said, Lifting his honest forehead, ‘Listen, Annie, How merry they are down yonder in the wood. Tired, Annie?' for she did not speak a word. 'Tired?' but her face had falln upon her hands; At which, as with a kind of anger in him, "The ship was lost,' he said, 'the ship was lost ! No more of that! why should you kill yourself And make them orphans quite ?' And Annie said 'I thought not of it: but-I know not whyTheir voices make me feel so solitary.' Then answer'd Annie; tenderly she spoke : * You have been as God's good angel in our house. God bless you for it, God reward you for it, Philip, with something happier than my. self. |