Thus, for three months, with terrors rife, The pending of her precious life
I watch'd o'er; and the danger, at last, The kind physician said, was past. Howbeit, for seven harsh weeks, the East Breathed witheringly, and Spring's growth ceased. And so she only did not die;
Until the bright and blighting sky Changed into cloud, and the sick flowers Remember'd their perfumes, and showers Of warm, small rain refreshing flew Before the South, and the Park grew, In three nights, thick with green. Then she Revived no less than flower and tree, In the mild air, and the fourth day Look'd supernaturally gay
With large, thanksgiving eyes, that shone, The while I tied her bonnet on,
So that I led her to the glass
And bade her see how fair she was, And how love visibly could shine. Profuse of her's, desiring mine,
And mindful I had loved her most When beauty seem'd a vanish'd boast, She laugh'd. I press'd her then to me, Nothing but soft humility;
Nor e'er enhanced she with such charms Her acquiescence in my arms.
And, by her sweet love-weakness made Courageous, powerful, and glad,
In the superiority
Of heavenly affection I
Perceived that perfect love was all
The same as to be rational,
And that the mind and heart thereof, Which think they cannot do enough, Are truly the everlasting doors
Wherethrough, all unpetition'd, pours The eternal pleasaunce.
Had innermost tranquillity,
And breathed one life with such a sense
Of friendship and of confidence
That, recollecting the sure word,
"If two of you are in accord,
"On earth, as touching any boon
"Which ye shall ask, it shall be done
"In heaven," we asked that heaven's bliss
Might ne'er be any less than this;
And, for that hour, we seem'd to have The secret of the joy we gave.
How sing of such things save to her, Love's self, so love's interpreter ! How read from such a homely page
MY DEAREST AUNT, the Wedding-day, But for Jane's loss, and you away, Was all a Bride from heaven could beg! Skies, bluer than the sparrow's egg, And clearer than the cuckoo's call; And such a sun, the flowers all With double ardour seem'd to blow! The very daisies were a show, Expanded with uncommon pride, Like little pictures of the Bride.
Your Great-niece and your Grandson were Perfection of a pretty pair.
John, as from church they came away, Seem'd finest part of the fine day; And Emily, having sign'd the bond By her, sweet Innocence, unconn'd, Look'd thenceforth, did she smile or weep, Like Love's self walking in his sleep.
How well Honoria's girls turn out, Although they never go about! Dear me, what trouble and expense It took to give mine confidence.
Hers greet mankind, as I've heard say
That wild things do, where beasts of prey
Were never known, nor any men
Have met their fearless eyes till then. Their grave, inquiring trust to find All creatures of their simple kind Quite disconcerts bold coxcombry, And makes less perfect candour shy. Bred to their parents' courtly style,
Is lost; and flatteries less sincere And authorised than theirs, they hear Unmoved, like solemn little queens, Nor even wonder what it means.
Our Bride was never once from home! So, when John carries her to Rome, Thereafter she will have a dim
Idea that Rome is part of him!
Of course he knows that! Folks may scoff, But how your home-kept girls go off! Young men, I do find more and more, Are not the fools we take them for; And Hymen hastens to unband
The waist that ne'er felt waltzer's hand. At last I see my Sister's right, And I've told Maude, this very night, (But oh, my daughters have such wills!) To knit, and only dance quadrilles.
You say Fred never writes to you Frankly, as once he used to do, About himself, and you complain He shared with none his grief for Jane. Ah, dear Aunt, that's the way with men. I've often noticed it! But then It all comes of the foolish fright They're in at the word, hypocrite. Sooner than inconsistent seem,
I've heard a young male Saint blaspheme! And though, when first in love, sometimes They rave in letters, talk, and rhymes, When once they find, as find they must, How hard 'tis to be hourly just
To those they love, they are dumb for shame, Where we, you see, rave on the same. And his reserve, perhaps, is none The less that Jane is dead and gone. Honoria, to whose heart alone He seems to open all his own, At times has tears in her kind eyes After their private colloquies.
I should have fancied, but for this, That time had heal'd that grief of his. Frederick's was not a lively way Ever, but ne'er more nearly gay. The Vaughans have had his children here The best part of the mourning-year, And he comes with them, when he can.
I think I never knew a man
So popular! Howbeit he moves My spleen by his impartial loves. He's happy from some inner spring, Depending not on anything. Petting our Polly, none e'er smiled
Yet, playing with his own, it is With smiles as if it were not his! He means to go again to sea, Now that the wedding's over. "And his two babies can't be nurst "Of course for ever at the Hurst," He says to Vaughan, (who, all his life, Has loved the lovers of his wife ;) And, having been so used to roam, He finds that, by himself, at home There's scarcely space to breathe. After the finished honeymoon, He'll give to Emily and John The little ones to practise on; And major-domo Mrs. Rouse,
A dear old soul from Ashfield House, Will scold the housemaids and the cook, Till Emily has learn'd to look
A little braver than a lamb Surprised by dogs without its dam!
Do, dear Aunt, use your influence, And try to put some good plain sense Into my sister Mary, who
I hear intends to visit you
This Autumn. 'Tis not yet too late To make her change her chosen state Of single foolishness. In truth, I fancy that, with fading youth, Her own will wavers! Yesterday, Though, till the Bride was gone away, Joy shone from Mary's loving heart, I found her afterwards apart, Hysterically sobbing: I
Knew much too well to ask her why. This marrying of Nieces daunts The bravest souls of Maiden Aunts. Though sister's children often blend Sweetly the bonds of Child and Friend, They are but reeds to rest upon. When Emily comes back with John, Her right to go downstairs before Aunt Mary will but be the more Observed if kindly waived, and how Shall these be as they were, when now Niece has her John, and Aunt the sense Of her superior innocence!
Somehow, all loves, however fond, Prove lieges of the nuptial bond; And she who dares at this to scoff, Finds all the rest, in time, drop off; While marriage, like a mushroom-ring, Spreads its sure circle every Spring.
She twice refused George Vane, you know; Yet, when he died three years ago
In the Indian war, she put on grey, And wears no colours to this day. And she it is who charges me, Dear Aunt, with inconsistency!
You heard we lost poor Mr. Vere. Mary's pet Parson now is here, Who preaches, morn and evening too, On worldliness, towards my pew.
I daren't think "Nonsense!" though I've tried, Because the Devil's on his side.
Now dear Papa goes murmuring on,
"Love one another!" like Saint John. What happens if we disobey
He will not positively say;
Which leaves, you see, the advantage quite With him who puts one in a fright.
VIII.-LADY CLITHEROE TO EMILY GRAHAM. LADY
My dearest Niece, I'm glad to hear The scenery's fine at Windermere, And charm'd a six-weeks' wife defers In the least to wisdom not yet hers. But, Child, I've no advice to give! Rules do but make it hard to live. And where's the good of having been Well-taught from seven to seventeen, If, married, you may not leave off At last, and say, "I'm good enough!" Neglect your mind! Folly's to that, What, to the figure, is the fat. We know, however wise by rule, Woman is still by nature fool; And men have sense to like her all
The more when she is natural.
'Tis true that, if we choose, we can Mock to a miracle the man ;
But iron in the fire red-hot,
Though 'tis the heat, the fire 'tis not.
And who, for a mere sham, would pledge The babe's and woman's privilege: No duties and a thousand rights? Besides, defect love's flow incites, As water in a well will come
Only the while 'tis drawn therefrom.
"Point de culte sans mystère," you say, "And what if that should die away?" Child, never fear that either could Pull from Saint Cupid's face the hood! The follies natural to each
Surpass the other's mental reach.
Just think how men, with sword and gun,
Will really fight, and never run;
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