IN DESPAIR. I KNOW not what the world may be, For since I have nor hopes nor fears, All things seem strange and far to me, As though I had sailed on some sad sea, For years and years, and and years! years Sailed through blind mists, you understand, And leagues of bleak and bitter foam; Seeing belts of rock and bars of sand, But never a strip of flowery land, And never the light of hearth or home. All day and night, all night and day, What flowers are faded, and what are blown. Does the great, glad sun, as he used to, rise? A shadow has fallen across my eyes, Are there drops of rain? are there drops of light? Keep not, dear heart, so far away, With thy laughter light and laughter low, But come to my darkened house, I pray, And tell me what of the fields to-day, Or lilies, or snow? or lilies, or snow? WAIT. Do the hulls of the ripe nuts hang apart? Do the leaves of the locust drop in the well? Or is it the time for the buds to start? O gay little heart, O little gay heart, Come hither and tell, come hither and tell! The day of my hope is cold and dead, The sun is down and the light is gone; Come hither thou of the roses red, Of the gay, glad heart, and the golden head, 293 And tell of the dawn, of the dew and the dawn. WAIT. Go not far in the land of light! A little while by the golden gate, Forever now from your happy eyes Life's scenic picture has passed away; You have entered into realities, And I am yet at the play! Yet at the play of time through all, Thinking of you, and your high estate ; A little while, and the curtain will fall Mine is a dreary part to do A mask of mirth on a mourning brow; The chance approval, the flower or two, Are nothing nothing now! The last sad act is drawing on; RELIGIOUS POEMS. THE GOLDEN MEAN, LEST to evil ways I run When I go abroad, Shine about me, like the sun, O my gracious Lord! Make the clouds, with silver glowing, Like a mist of lilies blowing O'er the summer sward; And mine eyes keep Thou from being Ever satisfied with seeing, O my light, my Lord! est my thoughts on discontent Should in sleep be fed, Make the darkness like a tent Round about my bed; Sweet as honey to the taster, Make my dreams be, O my Master, Sweet as honey, ere it loses Spice of meadow-blooms, While the taster tastes the roses In the golden combs. Lest I live in lowly ease, Make me like the strawberries Lest that pain to pain be placed- Let me sit at good men's feasts Let my heart beat up to measures Till the morning gray, O'er the eastern hill-tops glancing, Sets the woodlands all to dancing, Lest that I in vain pretense Careless live and move, Heart and mind, and soul and sense, Quicken Thou with love! Fold its music over, under, Breath of flute and boom of thunder, Nor make satisfied my hearing, Him whose name is Love. |