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only knew how to calculate the chances of sucbut, like skilful backgammon players, they varied their game according to the play of the adversary. Now, as they were anxious that an accomplished, fascinating young man should attach himself to a damsel of very humble pretensions, they carefully excluded every other young lady from their house for the time being, and took care that all the married ladies should rather deserve the denomination of "sallow, shrivelled, and sixty," than that of "fat, fair, and forty:" in fact, if those gallant gentlemen who profess to disbelieve the existence of a plain woman, had only visited Hartland Hall at this juncture, they would have declared that my uncle had succeeded in establishing a peculiar preserve for such remarkable specimens of the varieties of the sex. Marian Lovell positively looked pretty in the comparison: then "her sweetness, her amiability, and her great talents, only kept in the back ground by her extreme diffidence," were constantly extolled by her indefatigable host and hostess; and though we all profess to despise puffing, we are more or less influenced by it. I had for many years been in the habit of ridiculing and abusing the newspaper puffs in favour of Rowland's Macassar Oil; but when, in consequence of a severe illness, my hair began to grow very thin, my first action when I was permitted to walk out was to purchase a bottle of the despised fluid! Marian and Sidney were always thrown together, both in the domestic circle and the rural excursion, by the ruling powers of the establishment; and even the small accomplishments of the young lady became of use in this arrangement. I had thought-perhaps rather flippantly-that it would be much better not to sing or to draw at all, than to do either in so imperfect and superficial a style as that of Marian. I had also thought that it would be better to profess an honest preference for plain prose, than to waste hours in copying namby-pamby, hackneyed verses, in a pale, prim hand, on the coloured leaves of a scrap-book, in a gaudy binding. I soon, however, found cause to alter my opinion on these subjects. Marian was the prima donna of the party, none of the other ladies being musical, or venturing to confess it if they were. The tutored and exquisite voice of Sidney had no resource but to waste itself in a duet with her, or to submit to the dead weight of her instrumental accompaniment. She alone was asked to detach herself from the rest of the party, to take a sketch from nature; and Sidney was to improve and correct that sketch. She alone was to be singled forth as the delighted auditress of Sidney's manuscript poems; and the pens with which she transcribed them were to be mended by no hand but his own.

Such is a brief sketch of the plan of warfare adopted by my relations; and it is scarcely surprising that a warm-hearted young man should be unable to avoid committing himself by a little gallantry towards a gentle girl, so especially recommended to his good graces. Sidney," said I to him abruptly, "I think Marian Lovell seems

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to have advanced considerably in your opinion: if not an acquisition to our circle in general, she seems to be a great acquisition to one of it in particular."

Sidney looked embarrassed. "She is a great favourite with Mr. and Mrs. Hartland," he said, and they like to see her treated with attention; besides, I really agree with them in thinking that she has more talent than is visible to the world: she has sung with greater feeling within the last few days, and my poems seem quite to inspire her. Poor thing! she has learned them all by heart."

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Why is it," said I, "that clever people can possibly derive any gratification to their vanity from the admiration of weak-minded ones?" But when I looked up to receive an answer to my question from Sidney, he was gone, and I resolved it myself, by deciding that this peculiarity was one of the weaknesses of human nature, which we must either weep or laugh at, and that it was most expedient to do the latter. A few hours afterwards I attacked Marian. "I can scarcely ever obtain a moment's conversation with my friend Sidney," I said: "he is quite engrossed by you, Miss Lovell. Is there any chance that all the duets will be sung, all the sketches completed, and all the poems copied, before the close of my visit?"

The tear stood in Marian's eye, and the colour rose to her cheek. "You mock me," she said, "when you seem to suppose that my society can interest so gifted and superior a person as your friend. My abilities are small, and my education has been neglected: he pities me for these deficiencies, and emulates the kindness of your good uncle and aunt, in endeavouring to make me forget my inferiority to those who have been more happily circumstanced in regard to mental cultivation : but I am well aware that nothing but compassion for my destitute and unprotected situation could prompt the benevolent attention that he has shown me."

The humility and mildness of this speech disarmed my resentment against Marian; but I could not avoid recalling the proverb that

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Pity is akin to love." I marked Sidney's evidently increasing prepossession for her; and although the poor little heroine of his enthralment was anything but a Calypso, I could not help wishing to play the part of Mentor; and if not to hurl my Telemachus from a rock, at all events to push him into a post-chaise, and bear him away from her vicinity. The next evening Sidney, urged by me, spoke of the necessity of his speedy departure: Marian quitted the room, under the plea of sudden indisposition; and Mrs. Hartland's deep sighs and ominous shakes of the head seemed to designate her young friend as a victim to the

"Vows that men have broke, In number more than ever women spoke "

while the indignant eyebeam which she directed to the unfortunate Sidney might have struck remorse to the heart of a certain lady-killing

Adonis of my acquaintance, whose friends compute that he is in the habit of sending three despairing damsels every year to Bristol Hotwells! The next morning I saw from my bedroom window Mrs. Hartland and Sidney walking on the lawn: she seemed to employ much declamation, and some action; and he had very much the kind of aghast, subdued look which even a clever man wears when he is receiving a vehement lecture from a lady. After breakfast, at which Marian did not appear, Sidney requested me to walk out with him. "I really do not see," he said, "how I can well avoid making proposals to Marian Lovell: Mrs. Hartland tells me that I have quite gained her affections."

"Before I give you my opinion, Sidney," said I, "answer me this question; have you ever given Marian Lovell reason to suppose that you prefer her?"

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Never!" he replied warmly: "never have I breathed a word to her that I might not harmlessly have uttered to any married lady in the house, without awakening the displeasure of the most jealous husband."

bearer of a letter to Sidney, requesting him to pay him a speedy visit at his family-seat, but did me the honour of inviting me to accompany him. Now, indeed, my prognostications for my friend were on the point of realization; now was he certain of introduction in the circles most likely to appreciate and most able to benefit him; he would throw off the pigmy fetters of Hartland Hall as easily as Gulliver freed himself from the trammels of the Lilliputians. I reached my uncle's house, and was warmly welcomed by all but Sidney; he had a fearful, deprecating look, which seemed to me to say, "I have behaved very foolishly; but do not triumph too unmercifully over me."

As soon as we were alone, he said to me, "I have proposed to Marian Lovell, and been accepted. I know you must think I have acted unwisely; I deliver over myself and my brideelect to the infliction of your censure and ridicule."

"You may do so with perfect security," I rejoined, "for I am not in the least disposed either to ridicule or to censure you; I took the liberty "Then, Sidney," I exclaimed with energy, of giving you my opinion-which, after all, you "let no solicitations, no arguments induce you must remember was only the opinion of an into bind yourself to her: sorrow, mortification, dividual-before you had definitively parted with and repentance will be the inevitable result of your freedom of choice; but now, so far from such an union. If my aunt and uncle are ill-hearing a word from me in disparagement of judged enough to wish it, if this poor girl has been led by them to give you her unsought affections, let not your peace and prosperity through life be sacrificed to the folly of others. Marian's feelings do not appear to be acute; she has known you but a short time, and she will soon forget you: she will be happier, far happier as a stranger to you, than she could ever be as your ill-assorted and unloved wife!"

your Marian, I am prepared to believe that, if not already delightful, she cannot long fail of being so under the advantages of your example and companionship."

Accordingly I immediately set myself to work to study the brilliant qualities of Marian Lovell. I had endeavoured to persuade myself that, like Undine, she would have ceased to be soulless when distinguished by the attachment of a being The appearance of Mr. Hartland hastening superior to herself. I could, however, only towards us prevented Sidney from replying to decide that although she sang rather more feelme; and, for the first time in my life, I received ingly, talked about poetry rather more fluently, information from my uncle that I was hastily looked a little prettier, somewhat livelier, and a summoned from Hartland Hall on professional great deal happier than she did a month ago, she business, without having the information coupled still would be considered a bore in aristocratic cirwith any expression of regret on his part at cles, a cypher in literary society, and an unintel the necessity of parting from me. A wealthy lectual dawdle by the domestic fire-side; which, client, whose claim to a disputed estate I was after all, is the principal scene of an Englishadvocating, had suddenly discovered a paper of man's happiness. Some days elapsed, and Sidney importance to his cause, and had sent his car- played the part of lover warmly and affectionriage for me, requesting my immediate attend-ately. At length he expressed a wish to renew ance for the purpose of inspecting the deed in question. Thus were the match-makers delivered from a dangerous spy, and my poor friend deprived of a protecting guardian. My client speedily introduced me to a nobleman just returned from abroad, who had discovered the important paper in a family chest containing a large collection of old deeds; and this "friend "Did you not say the other day," he rein need" was Sidney's uncle-the Earl of Castle-marked, "that Sidney might obtain advantageous ton. As the fortunes of my client are not in connexions through the introduction of Lord any way connected with my story, I will merely Castleton?" say that at the end of ten days, I had placed his affairs in a position favourable to success; that Lord Castleton, with whom I had held several interviews, had treated me with the utmost kindness as the remembered friend of his nephew's boyish days; and that he not only made me the

his acquaintance with Lord Castleton and his family by accepting the invitation of which I had been the bearer. I earnestly advised him not to go thither till after his marriage. The first time my uncle was alone with me, he expressed his astonishment at my contradictory conduct.

"Yes, my dear uncle," I replied, "but I fear that in the fascinations of Lord Castleton's circle, he might be tempted to look with regret and repentance on the connexion which it is now his duty to cement still closer: I allude to his betrothinent to Miss Lovell,"

"Really," said my uncle, with virtuous indig- | narrow income, a dull, ill-dressed wife, an occanation, "the profession of the law appears to me sional visit to an obscure watering-place, a few to give its members a very bad opinion of human Christmas dinners and spring tea-parties, and nature. I can only tell you that I was engaged an annual cheap concert and day's excursion for two years to your aunt (who objected to leave to the Beulah Spa; till the claims of a rapidly her mother on account of her declining state of increasing family should render even this style health). During that time I paid at least ten of living "too gay" to be consistent with pruvisits at the country houses of my friends; but dence, and every spare sovereign must be I never met with anybody who tempted me to conscientiously devoted to the purchase of copyforget my engagement." books and pinafores for the rising generation. My uncle, when I represented to him Marian Lovell's mental inferiority to Sidney as a reason why it would be impossible for him to love her, used triumphantly to quote a maxim from Rochefoucault, that “ we love those who admire us, more than those whom we admire;" but my uncle did not seem aware that both recommendations may be united, and that we may be warmly admired by those whose qualities of mind and manner are such as to ensure our own admiration in return. Such was Sidney's present position: the high-born, intellectual people around him gave him a disinterested tribute of admiration; and his knowledge of their capability of judging, must have made their commendations of his poetry and singing far more gratifying to him than the perpetual eau sucrée of Marian Lovell's "how charming, how exquisite !"

I did not consider that it would be either wise or courteous to enlighten my uncle as to the difference between himself and Charles Sidney, and I therefore suffered him to remain the victorious possessor of the field of argument. | Two days afterwards, I accompanied Sidney to Lord Castleton's beautiful country residence, which had undergone many embellishments and improvements, in preparation for the reception of himself and his family. Sidney and Marian exchanged affectionate adieux, and promises of correspondence; and the former proved as lively and fluent a travelling companion as if love were confined to the shrubberies of Hartland Hall, and had no power to exercise its dominion beyond their limits.

The phrase "a charming family" is very hackneyed, but that to which we were now welcomed fully deserved the distinction: the father was a thoroughly advantageous specimen of the polished English nobleman; the mother refined, gentle, and intellectual; the two daughters accomplished and amiable, their native sense and sweetness improved by reading and travel; and the eldest son, Lord Aveling, a clever, intelligent young man, with a fervent admiration for talent, which displayed itself very shortly after his introduction to Sidney, in the warm interest which he felt and expressed for him. The younger branches of the family were pleasing and unaffected, the guests numerous and entertaining, some possessing high birth, others high talent; a few stars well known in the literary world were to be found among them, and a few distinguished foreigners gave variety to the

circle.

About ten days after our arrival at Lord Castleton's, Sidney abruptly addressed thus:

me

"You gave me very good advice, Nugent, when you advised me not to propose to Marian Lovell. I wish I had taken it; I am completely weary of my engagement."

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Having given you one piece of advice which you profess yourself sorry to have rejected," said I, "let me give you another, which I hope you will accept. Now you are engaged to Marian Lovell, do not tell even your nearest friends that you repent of what you have done."

"But how insipid, how companionless she is!" exclaimed Sidney. "How would my cousins Lucilla and Charlotte find subjects on which to converse with her? In fact, however, she was in perfect keeping with all the arrangements of Hartland Hall; the library was half filled with wooden books, the billiard-room was useless because nobody played, the greenhouse had nothing in it but myrtles and geraniums, the horses never went beyond a walk, and no songs were ever to be found on the music-stand but the eternal Irish and National melodies."

Imagine a young man like Sidney, overwhelmed by the notice and admiration of such a party; not doled forth with the cautious parsimony of middling life, where people are afraid of "committing themselves" by being over civil to any one who might not be eligible as a future guest or connexion, but lavished with unmeasured, uncalculating profusion. Music, nearly allied "That may be all very true," said I, a little to professional excellence, occupied the evenings. nettled at this graphic sketch of my good uncle's The library was resorted to in the morning, not ways and means of providing entertainment for merely for the purpose of reading, but for that his visitors; "but you will be pleased to recolof literary and scientific discussion; and the lect that even Hartland Hall was considered by "admirable Crichton" of the party, as Lord you a very agreeable change from the close air Aveling good-naturedly denominated him, was and crowded streets of London. Marian Lovell appealed to on every subject, and chosen as the was sufficiently attractive to chain you comarbitrator of every dispute. I saw all this, and pletely to her side, in defiance of all my warnsighed. How happy would it have made me a ings and remonstrances; and it is somewhat few weeks ago to have beheld my friend so hard that she is to be deemed accountable for honoured and esteemed! But, now, in what was all this scene of enchantment to end? In a her inferiority in conversational talent to your cousins Lucilla and Charlotte, when she has small house situated in a nameless street, a never seen them, and when, at the time of your

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"I little thought," I continued, "that I should ever have to quote the conduct of a mere man of the world as an example to one of your strict honour and unswerving principle; but do you not remember that when Colonel Corbyn rode over yesterday, to solicit the vote of Sir John Belgrave for a gentleman just about to stand for the county, Sir John replied that he would most willingly have given him his vote had he been aware of his intention of standing, but that he had previously promised another candidate; and the moment he uttered these words Colonel Corbyn desisted from all further solicitation. Shall a promise between man and man be so respected when it merely involves worldly interest, and shall a promise be lightly broken between man and woman where the tenderest affections of the heart are concerned?"

been so completely the spoiled child of society for the last few days, that he was ill disposed to brook rebuke or admonition; instead of answering my appeal, he contented himself with drawing from his pocket a letter directed to him in Marian's pale, prim hand, and requested me to read it, and give him my opinion whether it was the letter of a woman of intellect. I returned it to him, saying, "It is the letter of the woman who, in the sight of God and man, is considered as your future wife.'

For several days Sidney seemed to shun my society, and I could not but think myself rather unfortunate, that after the unbroken friendship of so many years I should first be treated by him with coldness because I wished to dissuade him from entering into an engagement with Marian Lovell, and afterwards with resentment because I endeavoured to prevent him from breaking it. However, I knew that in both cases I had acted with the best intentions; and I indulged the hope that in time Sidney would be ready to acknowledge my sincerity, and to restore me to my former place in his regard. I was the more disposed to think that his good sense and good principle would speedily incline him to do justice to Marian, because I clearly "But you told me once that you did not think perceived that he had not fallen into the dangerMarian had acute feelings." ous embarrassment of being "on with a new "I told you so before you had committed your-love" before he was "off with the old." Lady self by showing her any attentions beyond those Lucilla, the eldest of his cousins, was engaged of good-breeding and courtesy; you have now in marriage, and Lady Charlotte was so conavowed your regard for her, and obtained from spicuously plain in person, that even the beauher the promise of devoting her future life to ties of her mind could not render her an object you. Can you for a moment think that her feel- of great captivation in the eyes of a young man ings could be otherwise than cruelly wounded by of seven-and-twenty; the other single ladies in the conviction that you repented of your engage- the house, although they all seemed to consider it a matter of fashion and good taste to be in love with Sidney, were equal in their attention towards him, and received an equal proportion of attention from him in return; there were no invidious distinctions, no one of whom he appeared to feel inclined to say

ment?"

"I will confess all to my cousin, Aveling, and ask his advice."

"I do not approve the term you adopt; confession infers somewhat of a crime or fault, and what have you done that is criminal or faulty, in engaging yourself to an amiable girl, of respectable station and competent fortune, and whose mind and manners have certainly rather improved since your first acquaintance with her?" "If Lord and Lady Castleton were to think it well that my engagement should be dissolved, would it alter your opinion?"

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No, nor if every son and daughter and every guest of Lord and Lady Castleton were to echo their opinion; and I feel painfully convinced, Sidney, that your ideas on the subject of right and wrong must be greatly confused by temporary circumstances, before you could for a moment believe that so dishonourable a course as that of breaking off an engagement could be sanctioned by considerations of mere expediency. There is no happiness but in the path of truth; the God whom we serve is a God of truth, and we shall never gain his favour or secure his blessing by seeking a remedy for our passing evils and troubles in the dim, despicable mazes

of falsehood."

Sidney looked at me with some surprise. I was not in the habit of lecturing, and he had

"So shows a snowy dove trooping with crows, As yonder lady o'er her fellows shows."

I did not, however, much like the constant private interviews and whispered consultations between Sidney and Lord Aveling. I did not consider the latter at all likely to be a fair judge of the cause in question, for he admired his cousin so enthusiastically, and had built such airy castles respecting his future success in life, that I felt assured he would, on the first hearing of the case, decide that poor Marian was an insipid dowdy, to whom it would be terrible that Sidney should be sacrificed, and that it would be greatly conducive to the happiness of both parties that the engagement should be immediately broken off.

One day, a letter was delivered to me, and another to Sidney; they both came from Hartland Hall. Sidney disappeared with his, and I found that mine was from my uncle. I was not much surprised, although much grieved at the contents. Mr. Hartland informed me that Sid

ney had written to himself and to Marian, expressing his repentance of the hasty engagement into which he had been persuaded, and his wish to consider it at an end. This decision on his part my uncle seemed to suspect had been aided by me, but I gave myself little concern respecting his misapprehension. It is easy to bear false accusations with patience, when we are not only aware that we are guiltless, but convinced that our accuser is sufficiently candid and liberal to believe in our assurances of innocence. I immediately wrote an answer, in which I related the whole of the conversation that I had held a few days ago with Sidney, and expressed my unfeigned regret that in defiance of my advice he should have pursued a line of conduct so inconsistent with the character of a man of honour and feeling. I then sought Sidney, and found him resting his head upon his hand; his cheeks were pale, and his eyes bore the traces of tears.

"Your letter, I conclude," said I, coldly, 66 was from Miss Lovell."

"Yes," he replied; "and I wish that I had never received it, or that, at all events, I could forget it. I shall never accuse poor Marian of writing in a tame style again."

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Has she then," asked I, "been roused by her wrongs to resentful expressions?"

"No," he replied; "if she had, I could have borne it; but she expresses herself so humbly, so touchingly, concerning her inferiority to myself, and testifies so much sorrow and so little surprise at the blow that has fallen upon her, that I almost wish I could recall my last letter." "Leave out the word 'almost,' said I, with warmth, "and it shall be recalled. I will go instantly to Hartland Hall, plead with your kind Marian for your pardon, and I will undertake to say that all shall be forgotten and forgiven in a few hours."

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Sidney looked embarrassed, and murmured something about "consulting Aveling," which. caused me instantly to quit the room. I do not know that I am particularly exacting or tenacious in my temper, but considering that I was a lawyer, thirty years old, and had been the intimate friend of Sidney from boyhood to manhood, I certainly thought it rather hard that I should be immediately degraded to the rank of "junior counsel" to Lord Aveling, a young viscount of two-and-twenty, whose slight, childish acquaintance with Sidney had only been renewed three weeks ago. Lord Aveling had contrived to increase the dinner-party that day by several guests from the neighbourhood, for the purpose of cheering the spirits of his cousin, whom, he observed, must, on such an occasion, "naturally enough feel rather low and nervous for a few hours." In the evening there were acted charades, tableaux vivans, scientific singing, and literary conversation; in all these Sidney was selected to bear a principal part, and he appeared so brilliant and animated that I felt convinced not a mind but my own wandered from that gay saloon, full of lights and flowers, sweet sounds and smiling faces, to the lonely

chamber where, in all probability, sat the poor Marian, weeping over the desertion of the false lover; who, having won the treasure of her young affection, cast it from him like a worthless weed, and gave to the bright heartless world that love and that devotion which she had once fondly hoped would have constituted the happiness of her gentle and confiding nature. The next day, I took my leave of Lord Castleton and his family, receiving from all of them the flattering assurance that "I might leave Sidney behind me with the full conviction that he was in a circle who knew how to admire and understand him."

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O! ye who own one true and honest heart,
Faithful, unchanging through the shoals of woe,
Bid not that richest boon from heaven depart,
Barter it not for countless wealth below;
Frown not upon the treasure wisely sent

To lead our erring souls to things above,
But humbly bless the gracious instrument
Which teaches "Love is heaven, and heaven is
love."

All dull the pearls from India's distant mines

All pale the gems which gleam with golden glare, To the sweet mystic radiance which shines

Forth from a heart when deep truth dwelleth there; Thrice happy she who from the world can rest, Sharing pure thoughts unused from her to roam ; Folding high aspirations to her breast

Blest, without gold, within a cottage home.

Prize the inheritance! bright hours may pass,
As star-beams shoot through heav'n-the face of
Fate
Shews many changes in Life's shifting glass,

And dull repentance come to ye too late-
Adversity put all her terrors forth,

And trusted friends from beaming smiles depart. Wait not to find the dearest bliss on earth

Springs from the confidence in one true heart.

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