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THE COMPLAINT.

NIGHT I.

ON LIFE, DEATH AND IMMORTALITY.

TO THE RIGHT HON. ARTHUR ONSLOW, ESQ.

SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE OF COMMONS.

TIRED Nature's sweet restorer, balmy sleep!
He, like the world, his ready visit pays
Where Fortune smiles; the wretched he forsakes;
Swift on his downy pinion flies from woc,
And lights on lids unsullied with a tear.

From short (as usual) and disturb'd repose
I wake how happy they who wake no more!
Yet that were vain, if dreams infest the grave.
I wake, emerging from a sea of dreams

Tumultuous; where my wreck'd, desponding thought,
From wave to wave of fancied misery

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At random drove, her helm of reason lost.

Though now restored, 'tis only change of pain, (A bitter change !) severer for severe.

The Day too short for my distress; and Night,
E'en in the zenith of her dark domain,

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Night, sable goddess! from her ebon throne,

Is sunshine to the colour of my fate.

In rayless majesty, now stretches forth
Her leaden sceptre o'er a slumbering world.
Silence how dead! and darkness how profound!
Nor eye nor listening ear an object finds;
Creation sleeps. 'Tis as the general pulse
Of life stood still, and Nature made a pause:
An awful pause! prophetic of her end.

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And let her prophecy be soon fulfill'd:

Fate! drop the curtain; I can lose no more.

Silence and Darkness! solemn sisters! twins
From ancient Night, who nurse the tender though
To Reason, and on reason build resolve
(That column of true majesty in man,)
Assist me: I will thank you in the grave;

The grave your kingdom: there this frame shall fail A victim sacred to your dreary shrine.

But what are ye?

Thou who didst put to flight

Primeval Silence, when the morning stars,

Exulting, shouted o'er the rising ball;

O Thou! whose word from solid darkness struck

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That spark, the Sun, strike wisdom from my soul; 40
My soul, which flies to thee, her trust, her treasure,
As misers to their gold, while others rest.
Through this opaque of Nature and of Soul,
This double night, transmit one pitying ray,
To lighten and to cheer. O lead my mind
(A mind that fain would wander from its woe,)
Lead it through various scenes of life and death,
And frorn each scene the noblest truths inspire.
Nor less inspire my conduct than my song;
Teach my best reason, reason; my best will
Teach rectitude; and fix my firm resolve
Wisdom to wed, and pay her long arrear:
Nor let the phial of thy vengeance, pour'd
On this de voted head, be poured in vain.

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The bell strikes one. We take no note of time 55 But from it s loss: to give it then a tongue Is wise in quan As if an angel spoke

I feel the solemn sound. If heard aright,

It is the knell of my departed hours.

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It is the signal that demands despatch:

How much is to be done! My hopes and fears

Start up alar n'd, and o'er life's narrow verge

Look down-on what? A fathomless abyss.
A dread eternity! how surely mine!
And can eternity belong to me,

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Poor pensioner on the bounties of an hour?

How poor, how rich, how abject, how august,

How complicate, how wonderful, is man!

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How passing wonder He who made hiin such!
Who centred in our make such strange extremes !
From different natures marvellously mix'd,
Connexion exquisite of distant worlds!
Distinguish'd link in being's endless chain!
Midway from nothing to the Deity!
A beam ethereal, sullied and absorb'd!
Though sullied and dishonour'd, still divine!
Dim miniature of greatness absolute !
An heir of glory! a frail child of dust!
Helpless immortal! insect infinite!
A worm! A god!—I tremble at myself,
And in myself am lost. At home a stranger,
Thought wanders up and down, surprised, aghast,
And wondering at her own. How Reason reels!
O what a miracle to man is man!
Triumphantly distress'd! what joy! what dread!
Alternately transported and alarm'd;
What can preserve my life! or what destroy
An angel's arm can't snatch me from the grave;
Legions of angels can't confine me there.

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'Tis past conjecture; all things rise in proof: While o'er my limbs Sleep's soft dominion spreads, What though my soul fantastic measures trod O'er fairy fields, or mourn'd along the gloom Of pathless woods, or down the craggy steep Hurl'd headlong, swam with pain the mantled pool, Or scaled the cliff, or danced on hollow winds With antic shapes, wild natives of the brain! Her ceaseless flight, though devious, speaks her nature Of subtler essence than the trodden clcd; Active, aerial, towering, unconfined,

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